Saturday, October 13, 2007

What Hurts The Most


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Each time I hear this song it never fails to make me slow down and think of two people. Never. It just has that impact. And one of the worst parts was not being able to say good bye to one of them. Yeah, the song is that powerful.

Dear Nana,
Y'know I really miss having you around. You always had something good to say about people, even the most socially inept (you know who I'm talking about). You always gave a lot from yourself, sacrificing too. Your patience and understanding are qualities that are missed.

Love,
Jono.

Dear bro,
Every time I hear that song it gets to me. Not being able to say good bye was one of the hardest things, cause eventually we ran out of time. I know you were trying to be and were strong. Anyway, you're missed and I liked having your opinions around.

Love,
Jono.


-LIVESTRONG!-
Heads Up and Stay Strong
Be Proud

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