When things just spin round ya

Song of today: Behind These Hazel Eyes [Kelly Clarkson]
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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

School was okay today. Am at home and passing time, thinking about my story's plot. Okay guys, I daren't admit it on USG, but here, I will admit it. Lots of people say I should publish it. Thing is, I feel its too amateur to be published... =/

Ok, there, its out. Lol. Am listening to Kelly Clarkson's song, really moving... Am thinking of someone at the moment, hoping they're coping.

At times its hard to see the people you know so well go through so much pain and there's nothing you can do to help em. I dunno what to do at times... Dunno what to say... But as I was told, "know your limits and play within them". Hmmmm, I think that applies to a lot of stuff really...

Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. Am I in a pondering mood?

Oh well, its the weekend. I should get some rest, this isn't going to be a long weekend I can tell. Sigh... Tomorrow I gotta slog at marketing for our assesment test next Friday (fingers crossed that I do well!).

This' a sucky summer,
Gosh it feels bummer,
Take it a day at a time,
I know you'll come out fine!

Sorry, needed to do that (uhm, then again, who'm I appologising to?).
Gah, I'd better move to the shout outs....

Shout outs:
L: Hope you had a good movie. Will try my best to update ya on more stuff sometime soon.
Dak: You'll pull through I'm sure. Hope you feel better.
Dame: Thanks for advice you've laid before.
Fano: Yeah, everything in the story seems to tie up now. I'll try to keep at it. ;)
Smack: You oughta be proud of Ron Mexico! I've got BIG plans for him, just you wait! =))