Friday, August 05, 2005

Fun Friday

Song of today: Not Enough [Our Lady Peace]
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Hmmmm, aight. Its Friday. The first week of school has gone by quickly, I am a zombie… I float through the week without realizing how quickly it has gone by. Week 10 already drifts by, there are 15 weeks before the exams. Golly! That’s very little time left. I must start catching up on my grades, studying… Yet I mustn’t panic. Take it slow and easy.

I feel bad. I feel that I have neglected my Super Squad too long already, it is sad. Bump up my OLP to 8 songs now. Gosh, I love OLP! Canadian rocks! Sigh.

This is a really reflective mood I’ve got. Dunno why, but the past few days have been kinda reflective… I am always looking back and THINKING TOO MUCH. Why’m I like this? Its frustrating at times. =/ I don’t wanna worry or think too much about stuff but I CAN’T stop no matter how hard I try. Geram betul!

I wanna escape into a virtual reality where I don’t think and worry so much. I want THAT to become reality.

Hmmm, finally got an A for a module. Its was the CC skit, then again, EVERYONE got an A… Sigh. But generally, I think the skit was quite fun, heheh. Only, maybe I laughed too much. Oh well….

Sheakspeare. ZhiLi says that she did “Twelve Nights” but it was a different kind of comedy. Hmmm, Hamlet, Othello, Romeo and Juliet, King Lear, MacBeth…. Which one to read, that is the question. ;) Uh, Boner, help? =)

Ah, man, this song “Not Enough” by OLP… Its been hanging around me. I think I kinda like it. Its sort of mournful yeh? It made me think of the ex-sec 4/2 of Ghim Moh Sec and our graduation day. I dunno why. Do I sound moody?

Carol told me that this week I have been kind of silent. I guess it must be due to the pressure from home to do well in school, my own competitive spirit and, yeah, I guess just that. =/ Oh well…

Day 5 of the anti-fast food month passes. 5 down, 26 more to go! Its hard to believe, but its been 5 days since I’ve had caffeine intake through drinks like coke as well. 0_0 Yeh… I finally managed to do it eh? No coke, no fast food. Not even the diet “Coke Light”. But then again, I ate two Mars Bars today. So I don’t feel hungry for dinner now, am skipping dinner… Going running later. Burn off energy…

Getting back to academics… For our FOM tutorial today, we had a project consultation and since we didn’t know we had that going on, I left the laptop with all the information we had at home. Mr. Wong let me go home to get it and I asked mom to spare 5 minutes of her time to drop me back at school and save me the hot walk back. She did so but thought I had been cutting classes cause I didn’t know I had project work. EXCUSE ME! I only cut lessons that are unessential okay? Even so, I have made up my mind to go down this Monday which I was planning to miss out totally. What rubbish about me skipping FOM! FOM is a core module, I wouldn’t dream of skipping let alone skip it on purpose. Goodness!

Forgive me for not doing the shout outs again. I dunno what to say again… =(

Lyrics to OLP’s Not Enough…

There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
Nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
Nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place
When they say you're not that strong
Well you're not that weak
It’s not your fault
When you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There’s nothing left to prove
Nothing I won't do
Nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here

What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you've got
What you love
What you need is real

If it's not enough
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
I’m sorry
If it's not enough
It’s not enough

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