Post exam emo-ness

Dear Nana,
I think you must've been pretty upset with the way I behaved today. Its like I wasn't myself. I'm dissapointed with the way things turned out, not the way I wanted them to have turned out. The way I talked to mom and dad was so, so rude... I dunno, this whole day seems to have gone wrong. I just wish I could let everything out and be happy that its out. Not only did I hurt mom and dad, I hurt myself... Inside it hurts, kinda....

Love,
Jono.

Dear bro,
I cannot tell ya how much I miss ya man. I miss Nan too and some other people as well. Sometimes it hurts so. At nights it just kinda gets too much at times. Sigh... Anyway, today the one thing that went right was church. I served the whole day and it feels like I accomplished something. I got the thumbs up for what I did, that's probably the only thing I did right today I suppose. Like I said, its as though I'm not myself today. I feel kinda depressed really... Its supposed to be after exams, upcoming trip and all. But I don't feel happy at all. I just feel really bad inside. I think sometimes I just need a shoulder but there appears to be none...

Love,
Kid bro.

Thanks to the person who sent me this song. I appreciate it. Much love to ya.

I'll try to make the sun shine brighter for you
I will even play the fool if it makes you smile
I'll try to make you laugh if there's a tear in your eye
After all is said
After all is done
I'd do anything for you

Come with me, close your eyes
Hold my hand, it'll be alright
Don't be scared, don't be shy
Lift your head it's gonna be alright

I'll try to make the stars shine brighter for you
And I'll take you on my shoulders, hold you way up high
I'll even chase the rainbow hanging in the sky
COs after all is said
After all is done
I'd do anything for you

Come with me, close your eyes
Hold my hand, it'll be alright
Don't be scared, don't be shy
Lift your head it's gonna be alright

Through the eyes of innocence
You will find, you will see
There'll come a time it all makes sense
And you won't know, but it will show inside, deep inside

Come with me, close your eyes
Hold my hand, it'll be alright
Don't be scared, don't be shy
Lift your head it's gonna be alright

I'll try to make the days last longer for you
From the daybreak, 'til the sunset, 'til the end of time
I'll keep you safe, away from the heartache
COs when all is said
And when all is done
I'd do anything for you

Come with me, close your eyes
Hold my hand, it'll be alright
Don't be scared, don't be shy
Lift your head it's gonna be alright

To all my fellow readers (esp Mom2 & Miss Phyllis), I think its just a phase for the moment. Some of you have noted that the light hearted posts have been replaced with sombre, emo posts. Well, I am emo and sombre at times. Like today. Sorry you guys have to put up with another poster who just writes about the angst of life. I know its not what you want to hear. My life should be happier, its us who choose and make decisions after all isn't it? I could choose to be happier I know. Sigh... Now I should really shut up.

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