Just need to...

I need to write this out. Sigh. I feel down, that's for sure. Yeah. Uhm, I guess I just need to get over this phase. Ride out the storm so to speak. Thinking... You would know what I think of, can't take my thoughts away. It hurts bad sometimes... Really bad. Sigh. I wish times were like they were before. I feel like L does I guess... Sigh. I should hold onto hope. Hoping in ya. Believing in you. Hugs.