Sickening Staurday

Song of today: Only One [Yellowcard]
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Happy Birthday Ally!

Here’s Only One by Yellowcard.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Have been reading up on Survivor: Thailand. I remember I stopped watching after episode 8 where Erin was voted out. Thinking of Survivor, thinking of you. Missing ya…
Oh well, today is one of those forgettable days where NOTHING happens at all. Hurry up, let’s move on to tomorrow for goodness sake! This is just another day that drags on forever. Time seems to come to a standstill. Ever second is longer than normal days, as though they are three times as long as usual. Gah…

At least the stuffy nose of this morning is gone now. Thank goodness… Well, today, I emailed Coby and Caryn from Palau, wonder if it was out of pure boredom or nought. I also wonder if I will get a reply. In any case, I’m not expecting any.

The more I think of it, the more I feel that I want to be elsewhere… But I shan’t devel into those thoughts right now, I am where I am for a reason, simple as that. I am WHO I am for a reason too. Now before I get all philosophical, I should move on and stop ranting. To you-know-who-you-are, miss ya.