Just Want You To Know

Song of today: The Reason [Hoobastank]
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Yep, well, its technically Thursday now. Yes, its early. I've got class later on at 8... Ah, yes, dedicating today's song of choice to someone out there who I know appreciates the song. ;)

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Well, goodness. I dunno why last night I just crashed after dinner... =/ Its weird. So lethargic... Bleah. Okay, yesterday. Uhm, war of the worlds, me figures, is a whole lotta hype and not much of a movie. It kinda sucked, sad to say. =P But the aliens were lil funky doods I tell ya! Especially the bicycle part. The most annoying part would eb little Rachel. Oh, just shut up yer screaming gal! This ain't no horror movie! =/

The entire story seemed to lack that touch to it. Tom Cruise acted like such a jerk. Dakota Fanning (was it her?) was this spoilt brat! Please change the screenplay. It stinks. In the book, Tom Cruise's character wasn't married if I'm not wrong. And please, I'd rather have that Victorian setting.

Right, enough about my complaints. I'm getting a negative vibe listening to myself complain. Its almost a month and a week I've been in school. The Business School blocks are familiar now, as is most of the SP campus. I like my class and its classmates too. Uhm, why am I rambling like this? Must be because its like 3am? Hahahaha... I'm getting all lame and corny, I'd better stop before I make a fool outta myself.

Shout outs:
L: Hey, cheer up cuz... Ye neededn't feel this way k? Just think positively.
Dak: Hope you enjoyed yer Batman begins. yous eriously should watch Initial-D but I'm sure its not showing where you are. Hmmm... Lets see if we can work around that eh?
Dame: How nice of ya to bring yer bro out. I really should try that one day. I wonder if mom would let me in the first place. 0_0
Smack: Yer site's looking great, hope I generate more traffic too! =))

The dark side beckons

Song of today: Welcome to my life [Simple Plan]
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Ahhh, I think I'm still on that adrenaline high. Sucks... He threatened to report us to the school director. But what can we do? I mean, seriously, the movie didn't end late. We got side tracked by something. Now I'm not sure if this will get to my parents. Sucks! Am I becoming a bad student for once? Haha!
I mean, its my first time missing like 45 minutes of the lesson. I haven't even cut any lesson before. =/

What the heck? Am I supposed to worry bout such stuff? Arggh! Its so confusing... Oh well........... Lesson's done. Should I just pack my stuff and go home or what? Bleah! Will update more stuff later. Needed to bang this sticky stuff out. *Mad face*

Song of today: None
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Okay, I'm going to rush this one cause I've gotta get my ass to school soon. I'm like going on before I leave home (am I that desperate? 0_0 ). Yeah, well, I went to watch Initial-D last night. Haha, first movie withmy new classmates. ALthough the movie was in chinese, they had subtitles so I could read it. The movie was great! The filming was doen very anime style, as Initial-D was originally an anime, so they were keeping to its roots. Oh, and the jokes! Lmao! Those were hillarious. Haha.

Yep, so it was me and Wei Jie taking the subway back again... Haha, Xin Le wasn't there to worry bout "safety" issues. Will elaborate on that more later on.

I dunno, recently, haven't been getting that great sleep. =/ I toss and turn quite a bit and my sleeping habits have gone whacked I tell ya. Maybe too many worries? I dunno why, but the bulk of our projects are over and done with, so why worry? Sigh. I'll elaborate on this later, gotta ciao to school now.

ITB so freaking kills our brain cells

Yeah, well its 5pm, oh, nearly 5pm, and our brain cells are being killed during the ITB lesson... =P No one is doing the silly power point stuff whole heartedly, we're just using the com to surf the net. Oh well....

Lemme get to the shout outs then:
L: Heya, haven't heard from ya in a bit. Busy right? ;) Take yer time okay?
Dak: Well, I hope yer doing well, yeah.
Dame: Hope I can repeat tonight (you should know what this means).
Fano: Thanks for worrying. ;)
Nad: I know you like babycakes, do you have the song? You could get it from me as well... ;)
Wei Jie: Heyo, hope you didn't stress last night, till 1am. Haha, don't worry bout "other stuff" k? Oh, and Shaun will always love ya. Lmao!

Burning out....

Song of today: She Will Be Loved [Maroon 5]
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Heyo... Well, today's only just beginning. Let's revisit yesterday then eh? Haha.

Well, we had our 10 hour CIP at Ngee Ann City. I was put in the World Toilet Organisation booth. Bleah! Toilets?!?!?! What the heck? How much can there be to explain about toilets? Lol!

I later skived and went to take over at the Kiddie Castle. It was this inflatable bouncing thinga majig thy had, you know, those that kids go in and bounce, bounce, bounce. Okay, so call em a bouncer then! I went into plug a hole and stop the air from escaping out, which would mean the thing collapses if it does. And I stood there for like an hour. By the end of the thing, my jeans and socks were gummed from the masking tape. My jeans!!!! gah! Oh well, at least the donations went to benefit someone eh? =))

Oh man, I feel like I've nearly burnt out. Thank goodness the bulk of my deadlines is coming to and end and I can meet them. But then... There's that FOM Test this Friday... =(

I got something going, but dunno if it's much.

I'm alone in the dark,
There's nothing I can do,
I wished you'd tell me,
What yer goin thru.

It hurts to see you like this,
There's something amiss,
I wish I knew what to say,
All I can do is hope and pray.

*I'll get to the shout outs a little later okay? =/

Its a beautiful day

Song of today: Beautiful Day [U2]
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I had kind of a hard time choosing what song was most moving yesterday, but I figured Beautiful Day's lyrics were excellent. =))Yeah, was in a kinda reflective mood yesterday. Lol.

OH, yes, I did forget to mention that last Thursday was "Accident day". Sounds ominuos eh? =/ Anyway, it was like Arisya fell out of her chair and cut her lip during one of our classes. Then later while I was printing our project proposals at home, I tried to fix mom's stapler and then click! They thing pushed a bullet through my thumb! Accident day, get my meaning?

Oh well... All's well, I just plucked the bullet out and I got a nice red streak on my thumb. Its VERY straight, kinda looks weird.

Anyway, I did something last evening:
Heartaches, Heartbreaks,
I try to concentrate on my work,
But I can’t,
Cause yer on my mind…

I don’t wanna let go,
Of memories now gone by,
Times have changed,
Things aren’t the same.

Uh, I forgot stanza 3. =_=" Will edit it later on and include it in.

Also relfecting on certain things, like uhm, "Once a twin, always a twin". Yeh, most of ya won't get it, but I kinda like that one.

Hmmm, guess that's it then.

Shout outs:
L: Thanks Postgirl! Lol cuz... Sorry bout last night's messages, I was really drowsy... Umm, yeah, hope that y'all find PJ9 fun. =)
Dak: Take yer time bud, take yer time. We understand and you've got us if you need us. Hope the summer will improve for ya.
Dame: Eyo! Hope you do get some work close to home. ;)
Fano: Thanks a lot for trying to read the story at one go, I'll try not to dissapoint y'all. =) Chapter 9, chapter 9. Sadly, studies first... Marketing, marketing!
Smack: Ah, thanks for the tip-off. Hope season 11 airs in late September. =)

When things just spin round ya

Song of today: Behind These Hazel Eyes [Kelly Clarkson]
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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

School was okay today. Am at home and passing time, thinking about my story's plot. Okay guys, I daren't admit it on USG, but here, I will admit it. Lots of people say I should publish it. Thing is, I feel its too amateur to be published... =/

Ok, there, its out. Lol. Am listening to Kelly Clarkson's song, really moving... Am thinking of someone at the moment, hoping they're coping.

At times its hard to see the people you know so well go through so much pain and there's nothing you can do to help em. I dunno what to do at times... Dunno what to say... But as I was told, "know your limits and play within them". Hmmmm, I think that applies to a lot of stuff really...

Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. Am I in a pondering mood?

Oh well, its the weekend. I should get some rest, this isn't going to be a long weekend I can tell. Sigh... Tomorrow I gotta slog at marketing for our assesment test next Friday (fingers crossed that I do well!).

This' a sucky summer,
Gosh it feels bummer,
Take it a day at a time,
I know you'll come out fine!

Sorry, needed to do that (uhm, then again, who'm I appologising to?).
Gah, I'd better move to the shout outs....

Shout outs:
L: Hope you had a good movie. Will try my best to update ya on more stuff sometime soon.
Dak: You'll pull through I'm sure. Hope you feel better.
Dame: Thanks for advice you've laid before.
Fano: Yeah, everything in the story seems to tie up now. I'll try to keep at it. ;)
Smack: You oughta be proud of Ron Mexico! I've got BIG plans for him, just you wait! =))

Blasted lessons! Lol!

We really have whacked CC lessons nowdays, lol. Right, well, our CC today explained euphemism (sp?). And yes, she used some rather "unconventional Asian" way which had the class laughing and half of them in tears. Lol. Just unbelieveable... Oh well... I guess whatever works, WE GOT THE HANG OF THE IDEA REAL QUICK. Lol.

Yep, am waiting for about 9AM today to arrive, so thr weekend will come quicker and yeah, time to "relax". I still have the CIP on Sunday. Pity we don't have a class shirt we can wear to the event. Oh well... As they say, "Akan Datang" (Coming Soon).

Plodding down the road called 'Journey Of Life"

Song of today: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams [Greenday]
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Heyo, well, today's been great thus far. Last night I had a chat with L and yeah, it was cool at first before we raised some stuff... Eh L? Nah, don't worry bout it just at the moment, yer studies are most important. Oh, and thanks to the mates for yer help in my making the decission. Thanks.

Anyway, the past 2 days I've been bringing the laptop to school. =)) Yeah, and well, someone gave me 100+ songs, so yessie, if you wanna the above mentioned song (Boulevard of...), I GOT IT! Haha. Along with songs like california, Behind those hazel eyes, Since you've been gone and so many more... yeah. A big thanks going out to Shaun for sending , or rather transfering, the songs. =)

Meanwhile, am in my desktop Publishing class. Our tutor says our class is kinda quick to catch onto photoshop, so we're having a break right now. And there was something about being a Changi Airport ambassador. Maybe I should apply... Haha, its a way to score CCA points and would look good on a resume. our class' Personal tutot (PT) said that, uhm, well, people that smile quite a bit would be good ambassadors. i won't go into details there. Lol!

OH yeah! I've finished typing the chapter 8 of super squad and will be transfering it into the USG forum soon. then, its relax for awhile, I haven't had much time to get on with chapter 9. Projects and stuff. Well, got 2 projects due next week. The character development project is tying up soon (thank goodness!). We submitted our ICP project proposal early and that's good. But we still have the Oral Communications (OC) mini-project to do. Sigh. When's it due? tuesday. Oh, and please do g down to Ngee Ann City Convention Centre this Sunday and support our class' community involvement project. We'll be there from 9Am to 7PM. Hope to see you there!

Shout outs;
L: Things will go smoothly, I'm sure of it! You'll settle down to school for sure. I know, yer really busy eh? So am I.
Dak: When's chapter 2 of your story coming out eh? Lol. I understand, i find it hard to type out everything at times... ;)
Dame: Well, well... Thanks for yer support in the story. Haha, well.... It is getting a bit more "serious" now.
Fano; Chapter 8 will be up soon! Sorry, but mom was home last night and so I couldn't go online. Guess you know what I mean. Will try going to the school library later and transfering stuff okay?
Smack: Designing graphics is hard work. The girls in class are complaining we got an ugly cat picture to work on. Lol! yeah, we're doing stuff like paths and magic wands. Our PT is also our Desktop Publishing (DTP) tutor and she thinks we must be professionals. But anyway, Ms. Nga rocks!

Breakaway!

Song of today: None
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Heyo, man, I'm kinda tired... In that William Tan's lesson again, boring lah... He's telling us like how to do power point slides. =_=" Anyway, we got back our first ICA (In-Course Assessment), which is a test today. We did it last Monday and I scored 94%. Yay! Hey, where's the applause? =/ Haha, I'm being lame.

Yeah, well, managed to get the laptop for use again today. Hope we all go for dinner and then I can go home late or somethign. =) Uhm, well, mom did say something that's got me moderately mad this morning, but it shan't bother me. I won't let it.

Yep... Well, today's the day with the 3 hour break in between lessons. OH, before that... What a way to start off the day. We got shouted at by our FOM lecturer, cause people were coming late and all... Sounded like HE had PMS today. Gettign back to the three hour break, we went shopping at Jurong Point again. Yes, shopping. The girls of course drag us guys all over. We went to Toys R' Us even and wandered through the whole store.

And we came to class late (I don't think I've ever been this late before, haha). By the way, I've never missed a single class yet. ANd the other time. Ms. Hui canceled the lecture, so... Uhm, nothing much else happened today then... Lets get to the shout-outs.

Shout-outs:
L: Yesh, lotsa stuff for ya to catch up on. I need to give ya a call cuz, erm, help with the story and something else. =S
Dak: Hey, hey, good going on the story. I didn't know ye were SO creative bro.
Dame: Well, yer doing the best you can and that's great! Good to hear the news on yer Hodgkins. =))
Fano: I'm glad you like Kyle. He'll be, uhm, more "visible" in the story when Ron comes in. ;)
Smack: Yer gonna love Kyle, haha!

Retirement of the...

Song of today: Babycakes [Three Of A Kind]
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...Secondary/Pre-U Student EZ-link card and enter the Tertiary Student EZ-link card. Well, today was the first time i used my new red transport card customised with the school's logo and my picture. It feels like I've progressed on... Weird....

Anyway, today was another long day. Left home at 8.30AM came home at 8PM. Can you imagine, wow... Hehe. Hmmm, kinda tired (well, I did only get like what? 5 hours rest last night?) And today the Great Sheryl Kan dumps us this power point presentation due next Tuesday. Like, hello? One week only? Madness! Thank goodness we got our ICP done, jsut need to print the update proposal and I'm done. Character Development is progressing. Tomorrow we're gonna do the filming. I'm actually kinda worried about this one. =/

Mom and dad are back, ogtta chiao. I'll do shout outs tomorrow. ;)

Let it go

Song of today: We got a groovy kind of love [Phil Collins]
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Heyo. How's things going? Well, here I am, sneaking on at 4.30/5 in the morning. Gosh! I miss going on till the early AMs... Those times where I'd sneak on the com past midnight, chatting with my close bud...... Sigh.

Well, spent most of last night doing the project and updating the sixth chapter of Super Squad for my USG pals. Wouldn't want to miss on the opportunity. ;) Yep, the project proposal was kind of draining in itself. Couple that with doing a survey with a friend through IM. Not good....

Mom says I looked depressed the past week. I do? Then again, that might not be so suprising. Mom sometimes has a kinda whacked thinking style. Anyway, today lessons begin at 9, roughly 4 hours away. Hmmmm.... Sleeping has been kind of a problem. Well, last night after completing the proposal, I ate dinner (yes, dinner at 10.30PM...). Tried to go to bed early after that, only nodded off at midnight... Or at least around there. Sigh. Sometimes I just think about lots of stuff and its kinda depressing then I fall asleep. I think too much. Not good for me!

BUT, there's salvation, lol. =) I got a few messages from two VERY special people. Well, May-chan and I were smsing yesterday, so that was something nice. =) And I got a message from my best bud. Who knew that a single message could brighten one's day? =)) WOW! Thanks bud!

Dame, I heard yer wedding song on the radio in a KFC yesterday. Very nice. But was kinda distorted, it being in a fast food restaurant. Sigh.

Shout outs:
L: Dear cuz, yer wish has been granted and chapter 6 is up. I have another opportunity at my hands and I shall see if we can get chapter 7 up today. =)
Dak: Yo. Hmmm, lotsa stuff to think about. Firstly, nice to see you and Dame, uh, looking out for each other (then again you always do eh?). Thanks for yer help as well.
Dame: Man, yer such a good older bro! Wish I could be more like that... Haiz.... Oh well, haven't seen ya around much. Ye must be busy, don't forget to relax though.
Fano: Ay ma lady, yer chapter 6 has been delivered and I see you like it eh? Thanks! =) Oh, and thanks for your help too.
Shaun the pro: Yo bud, don't let things drag ya down. Like a pal of mine said before, "heads up and stay strong". Keep it that way and things will come out good eh? See ya in lessons.

Smooth sailing

Song of today: None
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Well, I'm in class at the moment. Yesterday we (entire family) went to the resort island of Sentosa. Yeah, my brother and I went on the new Carlsberg Sky tower. It was nice, the ascent and descent were quick and you really get a bird's eye view from the top of the hill. The CBD, Indonesia, Bukit Timah hill... You could see for miles! That was about all we did at Sentosa. What a waste!

Anyway, yesterday was an okay day I guess. Here's a declaration: Happy Father's Day to all (if any) dads that visit here. Sorry I should've out this in yerterday.

Will try update the shout outs later on. ;)

Glum

Song of today: I Believe [Cher]
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Ah well, mom and dad canceled their trip. I feel so mad.... Mad, frustrated, anxious. Many things have happened in recent days. Okay, lets get them organised and stuff, would make more sense that way. They just dropped me home after service (which I felt SO much better after attending, missed yesterday's YAS). We had an argument in the car that lasted till we slipped into the carpark. Dad almost slapped me and it ended in me walking away, slamming the car door and answering mom rudely. She asked if I had my keys and I said "NO!" before walking away.

Anyway, they're out to lunch and hence, I have time on the lappy before they return. SO much for things going well.... Anxieties... There are many projects, I've only completed one of the five surveys for one of the project. Oh, speaking of which, I've yet to check my mail to see if the project proposal is in from my group members Stress.... Need to call up David, Joel and Jeremy and then do they survey. Sigh....

Problems, I'm kinda in a fix. I've PMed some of my mates bout it, hope you guys can help me out. Dunno what to do, its kinda sticky. =(

By the way, this goes out to some one I know of: You aren't out there alone, cause we're in this together. No matter how bad things seem, trust that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, okay? I hope you cheer up.

Next, let me tell ya of the yatch ride yesterday. Typical of my family, I was arguing with mom and dad in the morning. Sigh. Never stops does it? Am I this bad? Yeah, well, let me side track a moment here. I seriously am getting scared of myself cause the words I use at times, they shock me. I try so hard not to use them, but like when some guy cut our car yesterday, if I'd been at the wheel, i'd have yelled "Bloody ****er!". And that's what scares me... That I would go down so low to use those kind of words. 0_0 Getting back to the yatch, it was kinda fun to go on the boat.

Yep. Riding the waves was cool. Especially we went under the second link bridge to Malaysia, we usually go over. That was different, and there certainly was an exhillerating thrill. =) Yeah, L, we went all the way to the Causeway (the old eye sore!). ;) We had a great lunch, KFC chicken, pizaa, some noodles... The cabin was nice, I got to try out sleeping on a bunk bed in a boat. Guess that would be the closest to going on a cruise.

And mom got a headache. Why didn't she take those motion sickness pills?! That's one of the reasons she cancelled her trip and I'm mad with her bout that. *Angry emoticon here* Thanks for destroying my plans! Thanks SO much (Am I in a sarcastic mood today? =S )! Sigh.... Burdens, burdens....

Here's something for someone, or, if it means anything, here are my wishes:
I wish I could be there to comfort ya when you need me,
I wish I could be a shoulder for ya to let everything out on,
I wish I could be someone worth while,
I wish I were more in control of myself, my environment, things in general...

Shout outs:
L: Was great chatting with ya, even if brief, last night. Glad you had a great time with Ju Li. Thanks for being my post girl. ;) I always owe ya don't I? Next time I come up, remind me to treat ya.
Dak: Summer time's here. Cheer up, cause you can relax. Although there's not much you can do when you look at it from one angle, there are many possiblities. That story is one. COntinue writing it, you NEVER know whose heart YOU may touch. Ay bro?
Dame: Well, hows things going eh? I see yer quite busy. Oh well, look after Lana okay? =)
Danishskee: Well, well, hang over eh? Glad you felt elated last night. Umm, yeh, thanks for being a listening ear when I needed one.
Fano: Yo! Thanks for yer feedback on the stroy and stuff! =)) Well, even if I don't have the lappy to myself, I'll try update as fast as possible okay? Operation: Sneak Laptop? Lol. Thanks again.
Smack: Happy father's day to ya! Have a terrific day. ;)

Trudging on

Song of today: Heya [Outkast]
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A parcel for me, a parcel for me,
What's in it, who is it from,
A parcel for me, a parcel for me,
In it a letter long.

From across oceans wide,
Down to Singapore,
What else does it hide,
Is there more?

A parcel for me, a parcel for me,
A wristband its content,
A parcel for me, a parcel for me,
It says "Livestrong".

Excited when its opened,
Feelings of ecstasy and joy,
These cannot be replaced,
Thank you my dear boy.

How was that for a poem? Not too good right? Lol, i guess i suck at stuff like this. Dak, yer story's real good y'know? Man, I better not get jealous! ;) Continue with it okay? For me, writing is a way to release stuff. You'll find that the eighth chapter of Super Squad is rather dark, serious. Reflects my mood while I was writing it at that point in time. But towards the end, there's a light shining at the end of the tunnel, just how i felt at that point in time. :) Its a good release, I released the stuff onto paper.

At the end of that, I certainly felt better. :) Anyway, mom just caught the flu. hope she's better so that she can go on her holiday and the yatch this Saturday. :)

Yep, anyway, I'm really tired, kind of burning out I think... 0_0 School is kind of tough with projects coming in all at once. Yeah, take yesterday for example. We had DMC connect, which was a course event. It spanned the entire afternoon after lessons from 3 to 7. Tiring... Oh, right, lets take a journey back to yesterday.

Okay, class starts at 9am. Its FOM. A one hour lecture. After that, I finalise my project group for the ICP (Introduction to Communication Prinicples). Then we all ( the class) head off for brunch, whatever you call it. Yep, we eat. Then at about 10.30 my group decides to go to Jurong Point to discuss our project and do some window shopping. We have a three hour break, so why not? Yeah, then back to school for our IT lesson.

After that, its connect 2005. The theme was TV and my group was "Desperate Housewives". Lol! I must've had a sex-change and married eh? I'm being lame again.... Yeah, but we had to act out our group's name, sort of re-enact a scene. It was a hoot! We did a scene where Susan was flirting with Mike, giving him a cake to welcome him. Then Edee comes in and tries to get Mike's attention by squeezing the wet sponge over herself. What made it funnier was that we got a guy to play Edee. Guess what? We won first place!!! Yeah, but I'm really tired. Days seem to be class, breaks, eating, class, lecture, eat, sleep.... Bleah! Well, gotta prepare for my projects now. I'll do the shout outs and then I'm OUT!

Shout outs:
L: Hey big sis, ain't heard from ya in awhile. Hope yer doing okay at school.
Dak: Yo, yo. I really love yer story hey! Keep going t it okay? Seems like writing's one of yer specialities.
Dame: How's life? Busy eh? Well, i guess its after the honeymoon, so it'd be expected eh? Take time to enjoy life to its fullest, we had a discussion on cancer in class the other day.... =/
Danishskee: I'm really sorry, haven't checked my prepaid. I ran outta credit.... :(
Fano: Chapter 4 WILL come. But unless some one else is able to update his story quicker, I'll have a declining readership! (no insult meant Dak, I wanna hear yer story!!!!)
Smack: Well, I got the spoiler tag to work. Silly me, I didn't get it till MUCH later, but thanks for making things on the board easier. ;)

Song of today: California [Phantom Planet]
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Man of man, I'm so mad,
The way things are going, they make me sad,
Rebel i wanna, but I can't be bad,
I wish I hadn't a controlling dad!

Lemme explain the above. I was on the net last night and well, yes, chatting with some friends. And i had to leave and go do something. Guess what dad does? He goes and checks my entire MSN conversation and then interogates me about who i'm chatting to. he then says i'm not allowed to chat with people i "don't know". Shut up! Stop choosing who i can talk to and who i can't! I dunno if i can put up with such control..... Bleah!

Anyway, we're foruming online, hard to believe. But yeah, its the IT lesson and we're doing online learning, so our tutor has asked us to forum about a certain topic. Yeah. Anyway, the ICP project group went shopping to discuss our upcoming project. Yes, we went to a shopping mall. ;)

See, our Polytechnic (College) has its own MRT (subway) system that's linked directly to our campus. And since the MRT system is island-wide, during our 3-hour break we can like take a ride to some mall or something. Haha. Well, i gotta run dudes. Lemme get to my shout outs.

Shout outs:
L: heyo big sis, have fun doing Add Math again! ;)
Dak: Yo! The board ain't the same without yer jovial self man.
Dame: Ah, yes, the married man. Sounds like yer having fun eh?
Danishskee: Sorry to give ya those message well i was angry with dad last night. Thanks for understanding.
Fano: Yep, thanks a million for everything. I appreciate it. I'll update the story soon okay?
Smack: Well, i DO need to get ya something for the house warming eh? ;)

School is hard work

Heyo, i'm so glad today that USG is up and running. Sorry, sorry, will update the chapter 4 when I can, I PROMISE. =) Dame, glad to hear from ya!

Well, cubism... 0_0 If anyone knows anything about this kind of art, PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!! I urgently need to know how cubic art works are done. Its very profound what I can read on the net. My head's spinning, lol...

And yeah, I'm now in ITB class. We're learning IP addresses (He says that IP addresses are used in hacking.) In this lesson we learn useless stuff like binary code and such. My head's spinning again......

Uhm, will try update when I can. =)

Shout outs:
L: Hey, tell me how yer school day goes okay? =)
Dak: Yo bro, how's things going with the arm eh?
Dame: Great to hear from ya today! Have a good rest and settle down okay? =)
Danishskee: Yo, yo! How's things going? Sorry that the web messenger is going crazy today.
Fano: Hey, thanks for the lots of ideas and stuff you've brought forth. Will look forward to more.
Smack: Hey Big Dad (lol), all the best in the last few months up to Brook's delivery. ;)

Ah, i wish!

Song of today: Life For Rent [Dido]
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Yeah, morning! Well, am sitting beside my bro and his friend, they're playing Halo 2. I can never get the hang of the game (dizzy). Oh well, I'm good at enter the matrix whereas my bro sucks at that one. Haha. You win some, you lose some holds!

Anyway, wishes! How nice if they'd just come true eh? Uh, yeah, i wish for a lot of things.
1) Family is, uhm, peaceful? Haha, yeah, enough of the arguments! (They say Librans hate conflict, TRUE!)

2) Travel to USA and Canada. (Can't wait to visit JP, Paula and Mike, Ava, some friends ;) )

3) I can bring cousin L with me when i go traveling

4) Give me more computer freedom!

5) I can leave the red dot behind, forever!!!!

Haha, funny me... =P

What do you guys wish for? Do they come true? Well, I'm set on making wish #2 come true within 2 years. Yeh, I wanna get a job so that I can pay my way over. Haha. Wish me luck!!!!

Shout outs:
L: Hey cuz, enjoyed yer Genting trip? How was Oliver?
Dak: Hey, check yer mail okay? Yep, there's something for ya. Hope ya like it.
Dame: I so CAN'T wait to hear about yer wedding! (USg, please hurry up back online!)
Fano: Ah, yes. Will try update the story for YOU as fast as possibel as well. ;)
Danishskee: Well, seems like I've got a late night messager now eh? Gets lotsa rest, or at least enough. ;)

I'm OUT now. See y'all around.

PS: Tag board's up! ANYONE can also post comments on any post of mine. Go ahead and try it out.

mellow days....

Ah, heya. Uhm today i woke up and i found USG was down as they were moving to a different server. Add to that that mom and dad locked the laptop last night. Dad's kinda silly, a laptop IS a computer isn't it? Whatever!

Anyway, mom's at it again. "You never do anything with us...." STUPID! Oh my gosh, come on! Yer the one being childish!

Well nevermind about the parent stuff now, i've got better things to worry about. Oh well, life's a bunch of worries eh? What do i worry about? Lotsa stuff i should say. Dissapointing people, my dear cuz L (yes, i do worry bout ya), Danishskee (some one i know), uhm, close friends (you guys should know, if not, L does), exams! Is that enough? I know, weird right? I mean, hello? Exams are like, okay, we have 16 weeks, and 2 weeks are gone, so like 14 weeks more?

Am i crazy? Lol. Guess that would be up to ya to judge eh? Yep, if you know me, i worry about a lot of stuff (thanks to the inheritted (sp?) genes from dad, he's always worying about stuff where mom lives on the, uhm, more risky side of life).

But yeah, today can be a good day just like Thursday and Friday. I wonder, does it depend on yer perception of the day? Hmmm.... Food for though eh? Lol.

Well, here's a few shout outs.
Danishskee: Don't worry, you'll figure the things out okay? Yer free to message me if you wanna. ;)
Dak: Yo bro, now Dame's back eh? Yep, he'll take good care of ya, you just relax and try to enjoy the days. Ah yes, hope i can update the Super Squad story and give ya something to do and look forward to.
Dame: Heya! I can't wait to hear about the wedding from ya. =) Be sure to tell!
L: Hey sis, credit's low eh? Lol. The way the two of us message each other, its not suprising. Just thought i'd mention ya.
Fano: Hey yo. Hope you had fun reading chapter 3. =)

better days

heyo everyone. these past two days have been superb! really cool. well, things have been going okay. =)

sorry for the short post last night, mom and dad came home and i had to get off. oh well... now they've locked the laptop with a password. dammit! oh well, i'll try asking them to hand it to me sometime.

they say i'm only allowed to use it in semester 2 which i think is really, really senseless. its like i'm not in school right now? hello? anyway, better not to let them ruin my mood. =P

Hope

Song of today: Through It All [Unsure of artiste]
Quote: What is hope? Hope is believing that things will improve! Do YOU have hope?
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Hey y'all. =) Well, i've been thinking... And i mean REALLY thinking deeply. Especially today. Sigh.... Yeah, anyway, hope! Yep, i was thinking about that today. You know the recent days (and past week) have been really crappy especially at home. Kinda depressing too. But hope is something I have to cling on to.

Hope. Hope for a better tomorrow. Do YOU have hope? If no, why? Believing tomorrow will be a better day can turn things around really. Believe me, it works! =)

Okay, you know that there's all this crap at home right? Yeah, what can I do about it right? Nothing. I can't change the fact that there's a lot of neagtivity at home. But if i keep thinking about all that hurt and greif, its not gonna make me feel any better right? So what do I do? I hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Mom and I will be getting out laptop soon. Maybe i can use the com more often, do the things I wanna do eh? Tomorrow, i need not get angry with mom, maybe I can control my anger better? Class will be fun.

Its good to hope the next day will be better. DOn't you agree? Well, i can't really change yer mindset, but i HOPE you'll see things from my point of view. ;)

Dak, i HOPE you'll get better soon. =) You don't deserve to be down, no. But, hope tomorrow will be a better day. Its worth hoping! Love ya.

Sad, sad, sad... =(

Mood: Sad (OBVIOUSLY!)
Song of today: Try [Nelly Furtado]
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Dak! Oh no, what a horrible thing to happen to ya bro. =( I'm praying for ya bro, on the job! Sucks, sucks. And I can't log in to USG!!!! L!!!!!!!! Help me please! urgh, I'll try again tomorrow. Fano, i can't think of a name for ya right now, Fano will do. Fano, man, I think i was right to worry. =/

Sigh. Oh no bro. Good thing i had sense to visit USG today. Man, i'm sorry that had to happen. Sigh. I'll try log in during my ITB lesson tomorrow. Ahhhhh. oh well. Bro, i KNOW yer gonna do well through this time. Love ya bro. *BIG hug to help ya feel better* (Nothing's gonna make me stop in my blog!)

Okay, well, today i went for cell in school. Neat guys, rock on! =) Uhm, Oral Communications was kinda boring and i'm also called Sheakespeare by the guy-tribe in class. Oh well, LOL! Script-writing, script-writing. lol....

I am so mad! At my mom! Okay, i'm going to be honest here now. She thinks I'm communicating with someone. And she doesn't want me to communicate with that person for a period of time. Sucks! I'm so mad i could give her the Big-F! =/ But i should have self-control and keep calm. Sigh. My life's a wreck. Sucks, sucks, sucks. Why do parents make us mad at them more than we can handle? I don't like being mad at my mom, but she ASKS for it. L, i really need ya to call me when you get back tomorrow. Sigh... She wants to bar me from the computer at home now. Mom, i wanna give ya a slap!

Frisbolosophy

Sigh, thought that i'd do another post instead. Anyway, yeah. I took out my kid bro today to play frisbee in the space frame. =) Yeah, been in kind of a reflective mood today. So, yeah, its nice to see the way he's grown up. Sigh. Can't believe he nearly lost his life 13 years ago. 0_0 What I'd do without him, i don't know...

Yeah, so we were throwing the frisbee around like the amateurs we are (gosh, that sounds so corny!). And i was analysing my throws, paralleling it to some things in life... Some throws were good, others bad. But what i noticed about some, they started bad, but ended good.

You prolly guessed i was worrying about Dak today, so yeah. Life's a lot like those frisbee shots. Have faith in your good throw, and it will be a good one. But lose that faith that your throw was good, it ends bad. Like rolling across the ground. Dak, yer in my mind, yer in my mind bro! Heads up and stay strong eh?

Well, lessons were proper today alright! Okay, we had character development (ZzZzZzZ......). We discussed the community service which is going to be on the 26th June at Ngee Ann city. So come support our class guys! =) We're going to be there from 10am to 6pm.

Then in ITB (Information Technology for Business), we learnt how to use the calendar and then had a lesson on computer networking. Bleah! I hated that one. Okay, imagine learning about bits, how the computer processes 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, etc... Okay, I'll try explain. The computer adds 1 and 1 to get 2 as 10. That's the binary code. 3 (1+1+1) is 11. 4 is 100. Confusing? Thought so.

Well, let me go see if the MSN is back up now... OUT!

Lessons proper

song of today: Shout To The Lord [Orignal by Darlene Zschech]
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yeah, well, today we started off the day with Creative Communication (CC) with Crazy Chng (CC as well... =P). Uhm, well, we had to come up with new "creative" similies and idioms. Haha! Yeah, we came up with stuff like "As cunning as a womanizer". Uhm, i'll edit later. =) lecturer's in.

Passing the day by

song of today: i can only imagine [Mercy Me]
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yep, didn't get to see May-chan yesterday. oh well... i wonder where she was. lol. yep, i called L in sydney yesterday and spoke to her awhile. sigh. kinda sucks at the moment. but what can i do right? i mean, like, what can i do about being barred and stuff. oh well....

what's amazing though, after going to YAS, i always manage to come out feeling, uh, at peace. yeah. its awesome. well, going to a picnic with mom and dad (hey you! can't have any excuse to say i don't spend time with ya!)....

tomorrow we'll be starting tutorials proper in school. first lesson is creative communication with crazy chng. lol. crazy but, uhm, entertaining la (forgive the local lingo). uh, guess that's the update for now. goodness, today hasn't even nearly begun. sigh....

to Dak and Dame: heyo, yer in my thoughts okay? will keep ya in mind. ;) smile.

Dreams. And faults...

arrgh. just had an argument with ma mom earlier. she's a pain really. i don't wanna talk much bout it. sigh. dreams. after reading weijie's blog, his post really made me think a lot. lol. so here goes... my dreams. to be in the media industry in future, possibly with my own company. to do lots of travelling, even to the states and canada especially. maybe even visit Dak and Dame. =) man, i love you guys. hope to hear about yer wedding Dame. ;)

erm, suppose get married as well. haha. yeah, guess that's my dream for the future.

faults.... oh man! faults, mom's and i have been like arguing over the past few days. yeah, and they say librans hate conflicts. kinda true really. what she thinks is care and concern is actually just pushing me away from her. when will parents ever learn? and its not particularly fair that they (mom and dad) gang up on me!

oh and Dako can't really message me nowdays. some stuff at home, yeah. its weird. i guess i'd better explain. Dakota's my "twin" cause both of us are kinda alike in some ways. i enjoy his chats and he does mine. his older bro is Dame, yeah. anyway, guess we have to ride this wave out for awhile. till then, i dunno... =( i'll miss them for sure.

this really sounds like One Love man.... 0_0 you know, the line "Its kind of funny, How life can change, Can flip one-eighty, In a matter of days....". sigh. this one goes out to Dak and Dame. i miss you guys. =(

school rocks!

hey hey, i came back a bit late from school today. but it was really fun. i didn't know FOM (fundamentals of marketing) could be so fun. :) really interesting. oh, that reminds me, i must type out those notes from the lecture.

the class now calls me their candyman. haha. well, its nice to share with them. yeah, DMC05 deserves the sweets la i guess. haha.

anyway, am chatting with the gals from my class right now. can't really update now. its kinda a bad time. =/ oh well... xin le's is the class' PI! haha! way to go gal. okay, adding this so its no so "extra"... haha. erm, alison, yeah, she and regi make really good broadcasters. are they future deejays? zhao jie, haha, class clown. oh well, there, i've named a few more. i'm OUT now.

wow, i got a blog!

oh my Lord! i actually have a blog? 0_0 haha! well, i guess this is more of an introductory speech (applause? DMC 05, i know you'll give me this! haha). anyway, i love to write, but today isn't really a day for writing, especially on the com. *rolls eyes* my rents only allow me like 1/2 an hour. oh Lord! well, i'm OUT! see ya.