Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Happy teachers day

Okay, so shoot me. I skipped ITB again, to go back to GMSS' teachers day. It was nice to catch up with Mr. Tan, Mrs. Yong, Ms. Chin and a few others. Mr. Er was sick and went home early, so didn't get to see him.

I actually went back yesterday to school to check the celebration timing, spoke a bit to Ms. Yeo, Mrs. Cindy Ong, Mrs. Aidil. :D Mrs. Aidil!!! Haha, was so good to see her again. Thanks to Mrs. Ong for the ride to the station too. Thanks for all the good times 'chers. ;)

Aside from that, was a time to catch up with others whom I have not seen for AGES! Kenneth, Kenny, Jin Hui, Vic, Deb, Beng, Zhi Xiang... Phew! Some looked different, others were still the same. Basically, reunion time. Reunions are kinda bitter sweet I guess. You think back, maybe miss the times you've spent together, yet you look forward to remaining friends I guess. Right, getting too muchy. Out!

US blogs Versus Singaporean blogs?

According to Arisya, American bloggers think out what they intend to say much more than their Singaporean counterparts do. About politics and stuff compared to those self-absorbed ones of Singapore. Guess I fit in with the Singapore gang then eh? Rambling about the ups and downs of my life (as if that interests anyone... 0_0)... Hmmm, food for thought (and I always wanted to have my blog cause you to think deep and reflect and stuff!).

Anyway, yeah, I've doen what I think I can to improve the current situation. Hope things work out. If not, there's nothing I can do and I will accept that. No longer disturbed. Thanks to all those who have kept me in their thoughts.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Come on, let's party! Lol.

Song of today: One In A Million [Bosson]
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Jonathan: We are talking, talking, talking…
Kamesh: I’M THINKING!
Jonathan: Yeah, right….
Gajan: I had a brief encounter with the 01 kind.
Kamesh: I am still thinking
Carol: Are you sure?
Jonathan: Hmmm….
Gajan: Dude, you are not releasing this.
Kamesh: You are not putting this on your blog, I will hunt you down and punch you.
Gajan: Your wanted picture will go up.
Carol: Areesha!
Jonathan: Hmmm, talking some more…
Carol: Can you follow me to the MRT station?
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Oh well, ICP is over, the witch is dead so to speak. Today, its been kinda weird. I’m disturbed… By something someone said. On the other hand, a bit high. I dunno, confussion? Gah! I just try to push stuff out of my head. Its not nice to see things going the way they are. Riiiiiiiiight… So I’m having a dilemma.

That aside, OC was cancelled! Yeehah! That’s cool. So that means we only had ICP today. I think our presentation wasn’t bad. I have hopes of getting an A or B for ICP. Kam Lin hath said that we didn’t do too badly for our report. Hoping, hoping.

Before I forget. The thanks…
ICP project group – It was an honour to work with you guys. We make a great team too. Awesome D-Tact!
Arisya – Yo, the fearless group leader! Haha, thanks for all the sacrifices of sleep (and thumb drives may I add?).
Carol – Caroled. Our drunk but without alcohol gal. Haha. You have just become an adjective (courtesy of Kamesh). But thanks for the effort.
Dione – Yes, we were both up till late discussing the questions and answers. Thanks for the input.
Kamesh – Mesh… Thanks for the input too in preparing us for the questioning.
See Jun – Jun!!! Wouldn’t have been the same without your blur-ness or humour.
DMC1A05 – Thanks for helping with the questioning, OC-style.

Now, as I begin to think of why there was this sudden eruption of emotion (as I call it), I finally realize why. Is there something I can do to help it? I just hope the break will help. Gosh, I hope it does… I hate to see things the way they’re going right now. It, it just doesn’t feel good. Here’s to hoping they improve.

Well, am gonna meet Yen Hao and go out for awhile (hey, the completion of a MAJOR project requires celebration okay?). Later! (check for new update and shout outs)

And I am supposed to be preparing for ICP...

Dear Cafe, excuse me for being so sian and posting the rest of the neos here... I'll post them on our blog when I can okay? :D


Pretty Princess? Blame it on my "girlfriends" okay? Hahahaha.












I like this one, thanks for completing the frame Yessie. Lol. Maybe that is what I like about it - the frame?










One botched photo that makes for good laughs (notice the different texture of my hair? Haha!)!












Don't we all look so innocent here?!









Heh. Tonight is another hot night... Bleah. "Summer" is here alright? But it sucks we never get a winter season... Nevermind... When I can, I shall make my winter season become a reality! SOme of you would know what that means. ;) Out!

Monday, August 29, 2005

Ecstasy...

Song of today: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams (Greenday)
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Woo woo! Greenday rocks. And just heard they won some stuff at the MTV awards. Coolness! Kelly Clarkeson too! Best female video. Heheh.

Okay, so, yeah, as you can see, I did the student feedback thingy. Haha. Today is a cool day, I'm in a good mood too. Finally got a day that wasn't so hectic and yeah, I got more rest than usual. Ah, drat. CC again this Thursday, heheh. Finish at 4 instead of 2. It was a nice "holiday" not having CC. Uhm, I might just go for ITB this Wednesday. But I'm not doing too badly for ITB. Mr. Tan said I do have a chance getting an A since they final score has the be above 45. I think I'm somewhere between 46 to 48, so thats good. :D Hmmm,exams in 3 weeks and mom wants me to go to Malaysia this weekend. Should I? Shouldn't I?

To DMC1A05: If I do go, I'll try my very best to getcha guys some stuff. Any orders? Heheh. Oh yes, chewing gum eh?

Mmmmm... Tomorrow OC is a hoot. We just go to get our attendance marked and we can go off. Ah dang, we got the formal ICP presentation tomorrow. HAIZ... Hafta dress up again. Shucks. Hmmm.... Good mood today really. I kinda feel high now. 0_0

Shout outs:
Dak: Yo! Howdy? How's life going for ya?
Dame: Eh? Working hard? Thats good. Now you can have all the money to spend. Oh, speaking of which. I kinda found a place where they're looking for people.
L: Cuz, just hang in there. I tell you, waiting can be rewarding. :D Patience is a virtue.
WJ: Jia you! Am sure that you will make a decision ou will not regret. I leave you with this: One life, live it. Don't have any regrets, you can't afford 'em.
Kay Miang: hey, missed yer loud self in class today leh... Do well in the band performance okay? :D
Zhili: Thanks for making the effort to come rushing down so we could try hand in our CD.
Zhao Jie: Hey, thanks for putting in the effort too!

Feedback Fun!




Name: Mr. William Tan Hui Leong
Subject: Information Technology for Business (ITB)
Review: Haha, Mr. Tan's lessons are somewhat interesting. Always learning new features in Microsoft. things we never knew existed in Word, Powerpoint or Excel suddenly spring to life. Not sure how these will be handy in future, nevertheless, learning new things is supposed to be good eh?







Name: Mr. Anthony Ranasinghe
Subject: Character Development (CD)
Review: Mr. Anthony is a very patient tutor. Heheh, will always remember the CIP that we did as a class for ever. The "infamous hug" (the two involved, haiz, you should know what I am talking about *shakes finger at 2 classmates*), the NYDC after, the red-line ride back. SP CORE values, thanks for makin' 'em clear!



Name: Mr. Lee Chong Hwa
Subject: Fundamentals Of Marketing (FOM) [Lecture]
Review: The lectures where we exercise our hands! Won't forget you've studied all over the world, heh. But the lectures are enjoyable nevertheless, exercising hands or no.






Name: Mr. David Wong Kai Mann
Subject: Fundamentals Of Marketing (FOM) [Tutorial]
Review: Hahahaha! Lessons are always very "cold". Humour is abundant. But that keeps us coming back for more! Heheh.








Name: Ms. Hui Kam Lin
Subject: Introduction to Communication Principles (ICP)
Review: The videos are nice... Lectures may be a bit sleepy though. Nevertheless, managed to get ALL important points down. Mass media theories, communication principles, perception, self image... Whoa! Sounds technical. But we learnt it all.












Name: Ms. Doris Nga
Subject: Desktop Publishing (DTP)
Review: Our very own PTN for year 1!!! Haha, how NOT to like Ms. Nga? Always cracks witty remarks during class and taught us how to "denature" people's images. Hahahahaha. Denaturement. Designing stuff rocks I guess. ;)











Name: Ms. Chng Suan Tze
Subject: Creative Communication (CC)
Review: Hahahaha! Euphemisms! Upright citizen, horizontal jogging. Never ever had a lesson like that before (Arisya, it's okay to blush). Writing skills, drama, script writing. Coolness.











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Name: Ms. Kan Sheryll Lynn
Subject: Oral Communication (OC)
Review: Uh, presentations? Don't really like to dress formally though... Uh, guess that's it.

Well, haha. Did the student evaluation feedback on the tutors today, so thought I'd publish how I feel about our 'chers in school. Hahahaha! next I should do somethign similar but with my classmates' pictures, eh?

Sunday, August 28, 2005

The Cafe

Yo, am dedicating this post to you guys. Anyway, yeah, we have to meet up one of these days. Yessie, could we ever go to your house during the holidays? Maybe we can do our blog one day? I was thinking, we should spend one whole day together if possible. Right, say, we meet at like 9am. Then if possible, go to your house and do up the blog. Then go for lunch, then k-box at Clementi. Shu Hui wanted to have dinner I think. Sounds okay to you? Guess it should be okay, except that esther may not be able to attend... Oh well. Here are some pictures, more like, neo prints. Happy viewing.



The cafe at Jurong Point. Still remember this day.
Top: Yessie, Esther, Shu Hui (Bernardette)
Bottom: Yen Hao(Mark), Jonathan (me)









Haha, remember this one? We took this at Causeway point, when we were supposedly looking for jobs. Oh well, thanks for the memories girls.








If I am not wrong, this was after we went to Temasek Poly for the JAE counselling (hey, I took off from work that day remember? heh). Yeah, and this was done at TM. Oh well, the picture is funny. Will scan in more and place them in the cafe blog when that is up okay? We should take more pictures though.






Right, that's what I've got right now. Will scan in more during the holidays. Love you guys.

Untitled by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but
I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on

As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Dear Nicole and Zhili...

... as per request, I am updating my blog once again. :D

Flaming, who knew that that could be so much fun? Flaming can go on and on for hours, especially when you have a special flame that is very much a conversation starter. And when I say conversation starter, I mean it really gets you talking. It's even quite hard to stop. Maybe I only stop when I get tired. Heh. But thanks to you flaming buddies out there who make it even more enjoyable.

A belated happy birthday to Ifah and Ho Mun.

Teacher's day is coming, and I think I am the only one going back to Ghim Moh. Screw ITB.

Aside from that, I have a recipe for exhaustion. Wake up at 8.45am on a Saturday, go to a sports event, play one round of captain's ball. Go pick up lunch and return home at 2.30pm. "Play" on computer until 3.30pm. Take a bath. Go to bus stop at 4pm and take a hlaf-an-hour ride on 74. Have church activities until 9.30pm. Return home by 10.10pm. Cook 3 packets of noodles. You'll feel worn out after all that. Cure for insomnia.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Numa Numa

*Am taking a note from Nad and putting lyrics in as one of my posts.
Shaun: This is evidence that this song is forever in my head, thanks to you. Do you know how to get it out?!

Roman Lyrics:
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Alo, (Hello)
Salut, (Greetings)
sunt eu, un haiduc, (it's me, an outlaw)
Si te rog, iubirea mea, (I ask you, my love)
primeste fericirea. (to accept happiness)
Alo, alo, (Hello, hello)
sunt eu Picasso, (it's me, Picasso)
Ti-am dat beep, (I sent you a beep )
si sunt voinic, (and I'm brave )
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic. (But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.)
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, (You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me)
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. (don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me.)
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, (Your face and the love from the linden trees)
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (And I remember your eyes)
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, (You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me)
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. (don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me)
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, (Your face and the love from the linden trees)
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (And I remember your eyes)
Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum, (I call you , to tell you what I feel right now)
Alo, (Hello)
iubirea mea, sunt eu, (my love, it's me)
fericirea. (your happiness)
Alo, alo, (Hello, hello)
sunt iarasi eu, Picasso, (it's me again, Picasso)
Ti-am dat beep, (I sent you a beep)
si sunt voinic, (and I'm brave )
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic. (But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you)
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, (You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me)
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. (don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me.)
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, (Your face and the love from the linden trees)
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (And I remember your eyes)
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, (You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me)
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. (don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me)
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, (Your face and the love from the linden trees)
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (And I remember your eyes)
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

http://www.footballmotion.com/files/numanuma.swf

Thursday, August 18, 2005

One life, live it

Okay, I know sounds corny that I took that line from M1, but now I think it holds a lot of meaning. Let me open with another phrase, "Live, and let live". Dunno where that came from (Boner, is it you?)...

Anyway, today is... Weird. Shan't expand. but have been thinking of that roller coaster in Berjaya times Square, KL. Okay, I've decided, one life to enjoy, heck, I'm gonna pluck up the courage and go ride it. L, next time eh? Right, one life to experience everything, I shouldn't hold back. And if I don't go on it, I would look back and ask myself "Why didn't you ever go on that thing you coward?!".

Shaun, that Numa Numa song is in my head! Oooooh... Next time don't play it too many times. Heh. Out.

Busy?

Ah well, thought heck, might as well heck it and update my blog. Been awhile eh? No, everything's, uh, okay over here. I just haven't been in the mood for stuff... Oh well.

Firstly, the thank you notes:
FOM project group - Yo! Have a lot to owe to ya guys. Thanks for all the encouragement (hope the promo strategy by me is sufficient...) and the working together to complete the project on time and doing a great job. Am proud to work with you guys and think we made a great team. Thanks! :D
Weijie - Thanks for staying up late to finish your part and doing the compilation and printing
Kamesh - Thanks for helping to summarise everything
See Jun - Thanks for helping to cut out the parts and shrink our report to the 11 pages
Ifah - Thank you for all the humour that you've provided throughout the time we have done the project and coming down to Sakae with us
* Sorry if the colours I used do not match your favourite colours (not applicable to See Jun!). Tell me what yer fav colour is and I will gladly change it for you.
Also, to Carol. Thanks for the advice and encouragement. :D

Right. So today we had our FOM. Sad... I got my first "L" on the attendance list, cause I was late for the lecture. Change that to "late". The bus took so long to arrive, didn't help that
1) I missed a 74
2) the other buses didn't come down the road
3) two 74s had already bunched up (2 arrived at the same time) and it isn't very far from the Buona Vista terminal too!

Okay, whatever... I shall take it that I should leave my house promptly BEFORE the 40th minute of the hour so that I will get to classes and lectures on time. :D Heh.

After school, we (Arisya, Ifah, Zhili, Zhao Jie, Shaun) raided Weijie's house. Uhm, yeah, Weijie, thanks for letting me go and, yeah, thanks for the first-time stuff too... If you know what I mean, haha. Had pizza, so, I guess the anti-fast food month is over? If so, damn! I gave in after 2 weeks... I wanna last a month sometime. :D Cheers.

In summation, yesterday went to ICP tutorial late... Kam Lin made me do one of the mass media theories on my own. Kinda embarrassing cause I got the application wrong and she like said "You will get ZERO marks for that!". More so cause I wasn't in a group and I knew the answer was solely mine, and hence, I Do NOT understand the theory properly... Sigh... Oh well, advantage is that I know I do not understand the theory. Have to go review that now. Never wake up late again. Am going to make sure I get to DTP on time tomorrow, so good night. :D

*Sorry if there are numerous spelling mistakes, I am typing in white on a white background cause the colours have been messed up.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Harry Potter

Okay, so I'm reading the Goblet Of Fire. Uhm, yeah, come out from the over-protected part. I just realised J K Rowling isn't a bad author. I wish I could write descriptions like her (and of course, like Canadian Bacon too!). Then again, there are a lot of things I wish for aren't there (sigh)... I shan't go into them...

Anyway, Potter! I kind of like the friendship between Ron and Harry (okay, maybe it's something I want myself, heh). Some parts of the book make me sad, some make me laugh, some make me smile... Its a very good book to enable you to do those, in my opinion. Buter beer, every flavoured beans... There's something else I also think of while reading this (sigh). And I do a lot of comparissons of the characters to who I know in real life (sorry, this is kind of a biased view if you get what I mean). And make me think about what I wish. So, okay, we've come full circle. Heh. Tomorrow is another long day. Renewed hope. Smile.

Friday, August 12, 2005

Just need to...

I need to write this out. Sigh. I feel down, that's for sure. Yeah. Uhm, I guess I just need to get over this phase. Ride out the storm so to speak. Thinking... You would know what I think of, can't take my thoughts away. It hurts bad sometimes... Really bad. Sigh. I wish times were like they were before. I feel like L does I guess... Sigh. I should hold onto hope. Hoping in ya. Believing in you. Hugs.

What do I do?

Song of today: What Can I Do [The Corrs]
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Sigh. Try as I do, I still think about stuff... Don't feel good cause it hurts. But thanks to Spyne for the nice words. Thanks dude, appreciate them a lot. Sigh...

Last night, it was kind of hard to sleep. Was awake when the rain started coming down. I couldn't go to sleep, the bathroom door, closed as it was, was banging against the post. Stupid sounds. If you didn't know better, you'd say this house were haunted...

On a lighter note, day 12 of the anti-fast food month. Nearly half-way through. *Half-smile here* I don't feel great, so I'm going to stop writing here... Sigh.

Yaxha versus Nakum

Yaxha and Nakum were two ancient cities of the Mayan empire of Guatemala. Separated by 11 miles of jungle, the cities are now ruins with Mayan pyramids and temples.

Yaxha tribe
Brian, Gary, Jamie, Rafe, Amy, Brianna, Lydia, Morgan

Nakum tribe
Blake, Brandon, Jim, Judd, Brooke, Cindy, Danni, Margaret

Cast release was "supposed" to make me excited...

Hey y'all. Uhm, today... Heh. Okay, was great to get off from school 2 hours earlier today. No CC, yeh. But otherwise, today has been "mute". Got kinda excited bout the Guatemala cast release last night, but it had faded today. Spent most of the morning only doing the front and back pages of the pamphlet for the OJ Twist thingy. Got an A for the DTP CA1. =)) But even getting an A... Sigh, nevermind.

11 days is tough, 1 month it hurts bad... =/ Haiz...


Yeh, there's your Survivor: Guatemala cast (with the ribal divisions, wow...). Yellow versus Blue. Blues, please dominate this time. The Browns kicked yer ass last season. My early favourites? Rafe and Lydia.

You can prolly tell its a short post today... Don't ask, you all know.

Thanks for the advice Nad. But I've already ate so much junk I am cutting down on food intake now. Thanks anyway. =)

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Changes

Haiz... Feel kinda tired, but nevertheless, am gonna update this. Okay, today was a normal Wednesday. Yeh. Had FOM, our 3 hour break, ITB. Yep. Then after school met up with Yen Hao and we raided Esther's house. Was good to see her and Lydia again (not forgetting her ecstatic dog, Joy). Haha. We had a fun time chatting with Yessie over MSN. And reading my silly stories of the NKF spoof and Apprentice Ghim Moh. Went to Cold Storage with the Tan sisters and then walked all the way home from Jelita. Yes, ALL the way home. I think it was about 2-3 miles. Heh. Was a nice walk but by the time I got home I was soaked.

So thought, might as well go running now. Needed to charge up my phone a bit so did some "easy" excersises at home before going for the run. Okay, no wonder I feel worn out. Lol.

At 9 had conference call with Yessie and Esther. Talked a lot of crap, got to know about Fuu-kun and Stolen. Esther's soap opera at school too. Basically being with the cafe took away my mind from the worries and anxieties of daily life. Thanks guys for making today enjoyable.

For some reason, today I didn't worry to much about ya. Not that I didn't think of ya, I did. But kinda felt that everything would be okay. The words still replay in my mind and I am hopeful of stuff. Well, we'll see eh?

Okay, now to the title, changes. I dunno, but I feel I ain't that great at changes. Going by Darwinism, I'd die off very soon. Sometimes its just hard to adapt. But I think I'm learning to cope with these changes better. =) I shan't expand right now, maybe tomorrow. My brain is dead right now, I was thinking of this earlier but am hopeless at recalling it at this moment.

*Guys, ANYONE can post comments on my posts, have configured it to range from annonymous to Bloggers. This was meant also fo Yessie.*

To Yessie: Welcome to the world of Blogspot blogging.
To Esther: Thanks for the entertainment. I like the Opera bit A LOT. The soap opera is good too. Uhm, height... I need not expand on this one. =/
To Yen Hao: Thanks. Today is my witty day I'd say. Heh. It was fun to go to Esther's house with ya.


Here's the facts for Guatemala. Survivor watchers, please take note.

Cast announcement (official): Thursday, 7.00am-9.00am (USA time, on CBS' Early Morning show), 7.00pm-9.00pm (Asian time, if CBS updates their website at http://www.cbs.com/primetime/survivor11 ); or Friday (If website is updated at a later time).

Show premiere: September 15th 8.00pm (USA time); September 16th, 10.00pm (Asian time)

Enjoy guys. Can't wait to see the cast revealed!

A New Day Has Come

Sigh... Things hurt so bad at times,still feel the sting of things. Oh well, new day, new things. I suppose there's our OC make up today. Wonder fi everyone remembers and Sheryll's real smart, she didn't tell us where our class is if it is indeed on today. FOM with Chong Hwa, ITB with William Tan. Reminds me, I haven't gotten my file. Uh........ Sigh... You'd know why... Nevermind. DTP discussion, must get them to remember. Today sounds busy, but then again, we have that 3 or 2 hours break to handle.

I can't help it...

... I need to write out all this stuff.

okay, what was I going to say anyway? Myeh... Sigh.

Lemme get my thoughts straight. This may be one of those times whereby I can't think straight. On a side note, I am typing this without looking at the keyboard at all. I'm serious, I mean it. It's as though my brain has sub-conciously remembered the position of which key responds to which letter although I am not sure of the location of the letter on the keyboard itself. Weird!

Getting back to the main idea... I feel better after writing the above paragraph for some reason. Heh. Its sort of taken away my moodiness. =) Okay, now time to move on and leave behind all the stuff that has "negative energy" and move on with the positive.

Heads up and stay strong. Thanks bro. =))

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Sigh....

Song of today: Fall To Pieces [Avril Lavigne]
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Thanks Fano for searching and letting me know. Sigh… Nevermind, he did well I am sure. And in any case, he’s still my idol. =)) Uhm, today is National Day… But heck care, its just a day to lounge around at home and do nothing. Isn’t that my life’s story anyway? Oh bother…

Hmmm… Looks set to be another boring day. I don’t wanna watch the darn NDP… Sounds like I still have a lot of that negative energy in me eh?

Well, went out for lunch today with mom and dad. That reminds me why I hate going out with mom, and most probably where I get my negative traits from. She was like complaining about the service at Secret Recipes in IMM quite a bit… Bleah. Fine, so just go fill in the feedback form la. I mean, do you honestly think telling the staff would make a diff? Like they would actually go tell their manager. Sheesh!

I am so confused… Like, I have no idea what I wanna get for my birthday… Sucks. Mom and dad say their budget is $100, so… I know something I’d like, but prolly won’t materialize till 6 years, if at all… Sigh… *stares into space while thinking deeply and sighs again*

And after that just slept till 8. A good 4 hours. And all that NDP stuff would be over, heh. Sorry Yessie, but I’m not into NDP. The rest had gone out to dinner. Apparently I was sleeping so soundly that they didn’t wanna wake me up. Then mom had this idea to check the timings for Charlie and the chocolate factory She did, but then said what’s on TV? And then she says she don’t feel like going and watching at the movies. Like WTH?

And not only that, she goes and watches the stupid shooting stars thingy. I mean, how low can you get? Thought Kelly and Justin’s movie “From Kelly to Justin” was bad enough? Try local drama “Shooting Stars” starring Taufik (the Idol), Sylvester (runner-up), Olinda (second runner-up), Daphne (third runner-up) and Jeassea (first out)… The lameness!

You can probably guess my mood judging from my choice of music… Avril Lavigne… Yeah, listening to her “Under My Skin” album. Sigh. So much for my happy ending… “My Happy Ending” is playing… So ironic.

On a side note, sometimes things just hurt so bad……

Speaking of music, reminds me of mom and I not being able to see eye-to-eye on Carrie Underwood. I just hate the way she puts Carrie down as this useless, pathetic singer that she’s not. Oh well, mom has always been a person of extremes.

Oh, and now, “Nobody’s Home”… Hmmm… Sounds appropriate. Sigh… I guess I have to find myself and pick myself up then. Sometimes feels impossible to do.

“I don’t wanna fall to pieces,
I just wanna sit and stare at you,
I don’t wanna talk about it,
I don’t want a conversation,
I just want to cry in front of you…”
Hope. Believe. Trust. Important qualities. Keep these close to heart. Believe, believe. Trust in you. Hope things can get better. =)

“… I don’t wanna talk about it,
Cause I’m in love with you…

You’re the only one…”

“Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real,
Wanna know everything, everything…”

Random pieces of lyrics…

Sheesh

Song of today: None
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Today… Sigh. Sometimes it feels as though you can’t continue. But I have to… If you know what I mean. Today, it just feels like its such a down day… Right, let me get my thoughts straight (if I can). Sigh.

I wish I could just let everything out, all my frustrations, all my stress, everything… Lets go down one by one…

Yes, Nicole is right to point out that I do look/feel stressed. You’re not the only one, Carol told me also and Weijie thinks so to. I do feel a bit stressed. Yet, when I try to figure it out, I just can’t think straight, logically… I should go for another walk again…. Maybe its due to pressure from home to do well in school… I know mom wants me to get As, not Bs and Cs as she’s said before. There are numerous projects and assignments to complete. Thanks Carol for the encouragement. =)

Then there’s… What else is there? Another perfect example of me not being able to think straight, systematically and logically. My thoughts are random and sporadic. I feel worn out by everything. One day, I may very well breakdown.

Just another 2 months and this semester will be over. And then, most prolly I can get someone to examine why I feel so negative and all. =/ Am I getting these viruses as a result of all this? Colds, headaches… Sigh…. I feel as though there is a lot of negative energy inside me, all stored up. I need an outlet for release… Arrrgh. A few certain things can make it all turn around, better… But sadly, these few things are not around/present.

Whatever happened to hoping for a brighter tomorrow? What happened? What happened to me? I don’t wanna remain like this.

Aight, lets continue… As I was walking back from school, had this headache come on… Was kinda bad… So came home at about 5pm and slept, but was still having that headache. Mom and dad and Fred went out, but I stayed back. Head was spinning… Took two panadol pills and that finally did the trick. Sigh. Its just sad… Damn, I feel disappointed.

Sigh… Do I sound depressing? I think I do. Maybe I’m just moody? I realize how cyclical my life is nowdays. High-point and then slowly dribble down to a low-point where its dry, and then something will give me another boost and its back to my high-point.

Have I been forgotten? Am I invisible? I… Hope not.

Anyway, I have a few people to thank…
Fano, thanks for sharing your story. Like I said, whatever happens, I will accept it whether I like it or not. I don’t want to think of it right now, cause… Sigh, I’m too attached to certain things right now.
Spyne, thanks dude. You’ve no idea how much help ye’ve been. I gotta talk to you more sometime… There’s more I need to say.
Luigi, thanks for listening bud. I know, I sound like a mess in those messages don’t I?

*On a lighter note…
“I will go down with this ship,
And I won’t up hands up, and surrender,
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love, and always will be…”
Listening to White Flag, I feel a bit better to continue to press on and come through victorious. I know I will somehow make it through. I will.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Passing thoughts

Song of today: None
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Happy Birthday Kenneth!

Aight, today I’m just going to stay home and get lotsa rest. My nose has been “leaking” and I think it may be the onslaught of the flu. Rest should do the trick and I’ve been eating vitamin-C to boost recovery.

Last night I stepped into McD’s and had an orange juice only. Mind you, it was just orange juice and not fast-FOOD, so I consider it as not breaking my anti-fast food month rule. Also, have been without caffeine for a week. =))

Oh, and I forgot to say, Caryn replied my email, haha. Thanks Caryn, was nice to receive that. =) And yes, a shower and new clothes do make you look different after being in the wild for 36 days and nights.

Haiz… I’m damn missing ya today. Oh well, will see when I can get to talk to ya eh? =))

Anyway, here are the castaways currently known on Survivor: Guatemala.
Rafe Judkins, Gary Hogeboom, Judd Sergeant, Blake Towsley, Booby Jon Dinkard, Stephenie LaGrossa, Morgan McDevitt, Brooke Struck, Margaret Bobonich, Danielle Boatwright. I hope that Judd, Rafe, Margaret, Brooke aren’t your model wannabes and such like BJ and Steph (models) and Blake, Morgan and Danielle. Sheesh, I am having model overload. CBS, stop casting eye candy, the game is NOT about eye candy. Its about survival in the jungle with NORMAL, real life people like me and whoever reads my darn blog. But thanks for making it a nice birthday present you CBS producers. =)

Thank goodness taking the panadol today helped. Haiz… No more sniffling. Okaaaaaaaayyy… My brother is watching this “ancient” movie on Channel 5. I have no idea what’s going on… and I’m beginning to feel kind of light headed now.

I’d better go sleep a bit. Update later.

Okay, had a good 3 hours of sleep. =) Hope that was sufficient rest. Anyway, I’m kind of pleased. Made some progress on the Super Squad. Haha. Yep, I’m happy about that.

But I also am starting to miss you-know-who even more… Sigh. It’s hard… You would understand. Oh well, will tell you in more detail later k?

Ummm, getting back to the Super Squad, hopefully I can get chapter 11 done by the end of this week. Hopefully. I think this will be a busy week. =/ We have got to rush for our FOM project, decide on our design for the DTP group assignment, go for the CADC AGM, make-up lessons, do ICP project. Don’t stress out… There’s one month more of school before our study break and then semestral exams. In 7 weeks time, I will be back on holidays for a month. Done with this set of modules, we move on to set B with the General Elective Modules (GEMs) coming in. Well, I am not going to leave everything till the last minute. I’d better start revising my ICP and FOM so that I will be able to recall the stuff I’ve learnt. All the concepts and theories. One month of casual and maybe one week of intensive may be enough to do the trick.

Shout-outs:
L: Hmmm, does bored to death has no guts to return to continue the debate. How sad… It was nice to debate against him/her.
Dak: Heyo, sup? Return to USG soon k? Yer presence is missed…
Dame: Yo! Although yer presence is missed at USG, do take yer time. Work is always more important, but we’ll be here to welcome you back when you return. =))

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sickening Staurday

Song of today: Only One [Yellowcard]
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Happy Birthday Ally!

Here’s Only One by Yellowcard.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Have been reading up on Survivor: Thailand. I remember I stopped watching after episode 8 where Erin was voted out. Thinking of Survivor, thinking of you. Missing ya…
Oh well, today is one of those forgettable days where NOTHING happens at all. Hurry up, let’s move on to tomorrow for goodness sake! This is just another day that drags on forever. Time seems to come to a standstill. Ever second is longer than normal days, as though they are three times as long as usual. Gah…

At least the stuffy nose of this morning is gone now. Thank goodness… Well, today, I emailed Coby and Caryn from Palau, wonder if it was out of pure boredom or nought. I also wonder if I will get a reply. In any case, I’m not expecting any.

The more I think of it, the more I feel that I want to be elsewhere… But I shan’t devel into those thoughts right now, I am where I am for a reason, simple as that. I am WHO I am for a reason too. Now before I get all philosophical, I should move on and stop ranting. To you-know-who-you-are, miss ya.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Fun Friday

Song of today: Not Enough [Our Lady Peace]
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Hmmmm, aight. Its Friday. The first week of school has gone by quickly, I am a zombie… I float through the week without realizing how quickly it has gone by. Week 10 already drifts by, there are 15 weeks before the exams. Golly! That’s very little time left. I must start catching up on my grades, studying… Yet I mustn’t panic. Take it slow and easy.

I feel bad. I feel that I have neglected my Super Squad too long already, it is sad. Bump up my OLP to 8 songs now. Gosh, I love OLP! Canadian rocks! Sigh.

This is a really reflective mood I’ve got. Dunno why, but the past few days have been kinda reflective… I am always looking back and THINKING TOO MUCH. Why’m I like this? Its frustrating at times. =/ I don’t wanna worry or think too much about stuff but I CAN’T stop no matter how hard I try. Geram betul!

I wanna escape into a virtual reality where I don’t think and worry so much. I want THAT to become reality.

Hmmm, finally got an A for a module. Its was the CC skit, then again, EVERYONE got an A… Sigh. But generally, I think the skit was quite fun, heheh. Only, maybe I laughed too much. Oh well….

Sheakspeare. ZhiLi says that she did “Twelve Nights” but it was a different kind of comedy. Hmmm, Hamlet, Othello, Romeo and Juliet, King Lear, MacBeth…. Which one to read, that is the question. ;) Uh, Boner, help? =)

Ah, man, this song “Not Enough” by OLP… Its been hanging around me. I think I kinda like it. Its sort of mournful yeh? It made me think of the ex-sec 4/2 of Ghim Moh Sec and our graduation day. I dunno why. Do I sound moody?

Carol told me that this week I have been kind of silent. I guess it must be due to the pressure from home to do well in school, my own competitive spirit and, yeah, I guess just that. =/ Oh well…

Day 5 of the anti-fast food month passes. 5 down, 26 more to go! Its hard to believe, but its been 5 days since I’ve had caffeine intake through drinks like coke as well. 0_0 Yeh… I finally managed to do it eh? No coke, no fast food. Not even the diet “Coke Light”. But then again, I ate two Mars Bars today. So I don’t feel hungry for dinner now, am skipping dinner… Going running later. Burn off energy…

Getting back to academics… For our FOM tutorial today, we had a project consultation and since we didn’t know we had that going on, I left the laptop with all the information we had at home. Mr. Wong let me go home to get it and I asked mom to spare 5 minutes of her time to drop me back at school and save me the hot walk back. She did so but thought I had been cutting classes cause I didn’t know I had project work. EXCUSE ME! I only cut lessons that are unessential okay? Even so, I have made up my mind to go down this Monday which I was planning to miss out totally. What rubbish about me skipping FOM! FOM is a core module, I wouldn’t dream of skipping let alone skip it on purpose. Goodness!

Forgive me for not doing the shout outs again. I dunno what to say again… =(

Lyrics to OLP’s Not Enough…

There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
Nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
Nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place
When they say you're not that strong
Well you're not that weak
It’s not your fault
When you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There’s nothing left to prove
Nothing I won't do
Nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here

What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you've got
What you love
What you need is real

If it's not enough
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
I’m sorry
If it's not enough
It’s not enough

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Tricky Thursday

Song of today: Clumsy [Our Lady Peace]
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Happy Birthday (Judge) See Jun! Gah, today’s, just, today. Okay, I kind of feel bad. Yeah, well yesterday there was this talk we were supposed to attend. Guess what? Everyone except me plans not to go. So, me, being the only one that had decided to go backs out at the last moment cause it would be too weird to be the lone 05-er there. Besides, what was I going to say about the other 17?

And yes, I was with ZJ and WJ. They ended up going for the talk cause they saw rival 02 in full attendance. Sigh, there’s a make up lesson on Monday which I had planned to skip school. And the school gives this stupid memo about students being able to skip only 3 classes per sem lest they get only a passing grade. Urrrgh! Its just annoying! And ZJ and WJ will be getting extra marks. My school results are sucky… Bleah…Guys, don't take me wrongly, I am mad at myself, not anyone in DMC1A05 okay?

What can I do to pull things up? Besides, it doesn’t help that I nearly slept during the ICP lecture. A few of the others actually went to sleep. And Kam Lin says that we should listen to what she says because her examples are more updated and stuff, but we are so drowsy its next to impossible to listen to her no matter what. The mass media theories are incredibly boring too. I wonder how I will be able to memorise everything in time for the exams. =/

Heard some of the older students call the lecturers by their first names. I am SO NOT used to that, lol. I am still going around and calling them by their family names and such, it’s a bit uncomfortable to call Ms. Nga, Doris. Sounds as though she is your best friend. Although I do refer to Ms. Hui as Kam Lin on the blog and stuff, I DO NOT call her that in reality. She is just Ms. Hui.

Hey! Innocent by OLP – I have heard this one sometime before. I like all the 5 songs I have. =)) Thanks to the person that introduced me to OLP and to Arisya for giving me the first song. ;)

Sigh. Thinking again of sleeping in Kam Lin’s lecture, makes me want to sleep now. Sheesh, I dunno, but its become a habit to take afternoon naps. I must be deprived of sleep… Ah well, am gonna doze….

Hmmm, good rest, lol. Yep, so anyway, just used the laptop to capture a movie for the first time, haha. It was for mom and kind of boring. Who wants to see her poly students doing presentations anyway? I’ve had enough of them myself!

She’s either complaining or praising them when she tells me about her students, even though I’m watching TV. Its mostly the former and how incompetent her students are when it comes to their assignments because they don’t listen apparently. Try as I do, I can’t defend them forever. I don’t know why I even bother. Haiz….

Shout outs:
L: Good to know that yer exams are now over and you can relax a bit. =)
Dak: Yo. How’s the summer going?
Dame: You must be really, really busy eh? Hope yer doing okay.
Fano: Thanks for reading.
Xin Le and ZhiLi: Thanks for visiting.
Nicole: Thanks for the information on how many lessons I can skip. =))

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Wicked Wednesday

Song of today: One In A Million [Bosson]
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Heyo. Today, hm…. We are awaiting the arrival of Nad and Shaun to start practicing our skit for tomorrow. To DMC1A05, please laugh!

Right, we had a good run through, everyone is funny! =)) Good job! I can imagine what it will be like tomorrow. Awesome eh?

Thank goodness the frustration and stress associated with the ITB ICA today has gone off. Not such a Wicked Wednesday after all. Phew! The ICA wasn’t great, it was trying for sure. Dang, why does Microsoft word have so many functions? Oh well, its over so forget about it and think of other stuff.

I really worry too much – I fear that I may be becoming a workaholic. =/ Get a grip of yourself and stop it! RELAX! Yes, conflicting. Just quit worrying about stuff but concentrate on remembering what you learnt so you can do better. You will do fine in your projects.

I think too much about how we are falling behind in work, or so I think. I should learn to take things easy and let them flow in their due time. Maybe its because the projects are such a big part of the core module’s marks that I worry about this stuff so much. But, as I have said, RELAX. Yep. I shall try to take things easy now. Everything will work out eventually. =)

Yeah, I cleared up my song library earlier, hope that the speed of the laptop will increase a bit with that. Oh my gosh, Clumsy by OLP is kinda nice. Its my first time listening to the story now. I’m drifting off to dreamland now… Okay, let me create a playlist called OLP. Oh dear, “Somewhere Out There”, I’m really in dreamland now. Uhm, some would know what I think of with this song. ;)

Superman’s deed is another good song by OLP… Basically, I’m going through the five OLP songs that I have in my playlist, lol. Story about a girl is moving…

Heh, Frederick just woke up after falling asleep over his work. He’s got pins and needles, its kind of funny to look at him now – he can barely walk. Ooooh, I am sadistic aren’t I? *embarrassed smiley here* Oh no, I’m really laughing out loud now. He looks so stiff, wooden when he walks.

Lets see what is in store for tomorrow… We got Desktop Publishing (DTP) where we’re going to do our CA2 as the group project. I’ve got an idea for that already. Then ICP where we’re going to pour over those Mass Media theories again. My head spins thinking of them. Eck! Then CC where we have the skits! I can’t wait for that one. =)

Speaking of lectures, today was the day that we all had the big shuffle for the FOM lecture seating arrangement. I protest! I HATE sitting behind. You get so tempted to sleep especially you’re so high up. Please, can we be in front again? Sigh.

Review of lessons I have skipped…
ITB – 1 or 2 lessons (out of maximum 6/semester)
OC – 1 lesson (out of maximum 4/semester)
That looks okay. Not too bad I’d say.

Hmmm, am I up to running today? I hope I am able to go running and last longer than the previous run. Energy, energy! I need energy. Lemme go conserve energy and go snooze a bit now then, lol.

Comeback time! Woohoo! Okay, like I ran the two rounds without stopping today. Am happy with that, did it in like 17 minutes I think. Now to work on sustaining that, then increasing to running every weekday. After that, running longer. =) Thanks for starting me on running (you know who you are). ;)

It has gone back to rainy afternoons. Oh well, it was humid today. Bleah… I think I’ll skip the shout outs today if you don’t mind, I am in a state of mind that isn’t sure of what to say. Thanks.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Terrible Tuesday

Song of today: I Will Carry You [Clay Aiken]
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Today, we got back our doomed ICP test papers. I got 68% which is a C+… =/ 1 point would be 2%, so I am point away from a B. And 6 points away from an A. Oh well, I should have studied more extensively. I’m not going to let this drag me down – Heads up and stay strong! I now know that I have to work harder to get better results in the next test, exam, whatever. I’ll try my best for sure. =)

And then silly me, had to leave my file under the table. D’oh! That resulted in many trips back to 2153 to see if the door were unlocked and whether I could get in. Finally managed to get it back after OC, with help from Ms. Sheryl Kan and Xin Le. Thanks. Sorry I wasn’t able to help you that much in return Xin Le.

Okay, so this Tuesday isn’t as terrible as I make it out to be. Ms. Kan gave my group presentation an A for OC. =)) I’m not sure if this is the finalized grade though, as there is another panel reviewing us.

Haha, that reminds me, Kay Miang was promoted from Band Freak to Band God, Weijie from Stone Man to Stone Freak, and Xin Le says I am promoted from Survivorfreak to Suvivor God. Lol! I am sure that there are more people out there who are even more fanatical than I am. Or am I mistaken? 0_0

Right, so tomorrow I will be busy practicing for my skit, then trying to cram in the FOM report during our 3 hour break. Sigh. This is so pushing for time. Ah, I just realized that we haven’t had much progress for ICP. Can we start doing the surveys quick? It was a total of 25, so 4 per person eh? Okay, I’ll do the printing Arisya. Dang! There’s an In Course Assessment (ICA) tomorrow during ITB. Gah! Silly Microsoft word. Wish me luck. ;)

Other than that, I have declared August the fast-food free month for me. =)) I shall try my best to stay away from KFC, Long John Silver, Pizza Hut, Mc Donald’s, Burger King, what have you. Already one day down, another coming soon, twenty-nine more to go. Let’s see how long I can survive WITHOUT fast food eh? Wish me luck on this too. =)

Aight, I think I’ve said enough (I have a big mouth don’t I? Lol.), so let’s do the shout outs eh?

Shout outs:
L: 2 days down, 1 to go! “Jia You!” Push on cuz, give it yer best!
Dak: How’s my “twin” doing eh?
Dame: Hey big bro, yer in my prayers k? =))
Fano: Thanks for the chats and the interesting conversations. Uh, yes, thanks for yer encouragement too.
Shaun: This should have special mention here… Thanks for the gift from Bangkok, much appreciated. I’m sorry about yer phone getting lost, it’s a shame. Nevermind, we’ll try get ya another one, a better one k? 3G? I know it can’t replace yer old one, but try make do eh? *pats ya on the back for encouragement*
Nad: Yo! So, you MISSED us during the term break eh? Thanks.
Xin Le: Thanks for helping today. And, oh, for the correction pen. *winks at ya*
Arisya: Thanks for trying to help give ideas and reading my stuff although you had no clue of what was going on.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Mad Monday

Song of today: She Will Be Loved [Maroon 5]
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Okay, so I created a new playlist today, yeh. It’s called “Thinking” for various reasons. ;)

Anyway, we got a new tutor who replaces the Suan for CC. His name is Kok Chee… And yeah, I guess he’s okay lah. Seems to be easy going and stuff. Not too bad. =)) But… He said that he would teach us one yoga move per session. 0_0 Okay, not that I mind cause I know I can do the moves and such, but, we’re here to learn communications, not yoga, lol! Yeh, get my meaning? (Actually, his name reminds me of Kuih Kochi)

The up side is that he has to go for reservist training for three weeks. That means that our lessons on Monday would start at 3pm! Okay, lets skip ITB then, lol! Then there’s like what? 3 other lessons, no, 2 Monday lessons for ITB before the semester closes. Ooooh. Tempting indeed! On Thursday that means we get off the ICP lecture. Wow! Looks good! =))

Lol! Just imagine this, you bend down and look into a bag only to find your brother’s stinky shorts, shirt and socks there. And they’ve been there for a week. Yeah, that’s what happened today cause I was looking for a USB cable. That is really disgusting cause the clothes were still wet. And they stank! Although I’m a teenager as well, I don’t do things like that. The most you find me doing is to dump my clothes on the floor in one corner BUT I clear it before long. I am way better than my brother, lol!

Yeh, today’s been another great day. I might be on another high, lol. Oh, anyone listened to Mario Winans’ “I don’t wanna know”? Please do yourself a favour and get the version with Enya in it, it’s way better than the original one, or what ever version is the one with the DJ in the background saying goodness knows what.

I’ve been thinking, recently, Frederick’s (my brother) phone has been getting noisier, i.e. he is using it more often. Haha, he better watch out before the big bills start coming in. His line doesn’t have free incoming calls but he yaks on the phone when his friends call like money grows on trees. True, he has for some reason always had more money than me (then again, I am the more generous one, or so I am led to believe. LOL!), but big bills should be avoided. It’s as if the tables have turned – I’m using my phone less often while his usage is picking up. Whatever. My bills are going down which is good. =)

Hope I’ve enough energy to go running later… I feel kinda tired. Maybe I’ll go snooze some now and wake later eh?

Ah, okay. Managed to go running again today. =)) Today I felt really tired, dunno why. But like if I had to opportunity to sleep the day away, I would have. Heh. Aight, I’m gonna do the shout outs then.

Shout outs:
L: How’re the exams going? Good I hope. =))
Dak: Yowza, I think Christmas came early for you. Lol.
Dame: Hows things goin eh? Good? I sure hope so.
Yessie: Yo, take things slowly okay? One step at a time, one step at a time. Patience is a virtue.

Sunny Sunday

Song of today: Stuck [Stacie Orrico]
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Aight! Today was a “real” Sunday – a day of rest finally! And generally a happy day too. Yep. It’s been a good day. I managed to get my CD report done, thank goodness. There’s nothing much to write about really… It was kind of a pain to drag the thing for three pages. At least it’s done with and over. Just need to print it from the PC later on.

Can’t wait to watch the Apprentice later on. Today’s episode is the coffee one where the street smarts win. They go along with the theme of choice – hot coffee or cold coffee. I don’t really like this season’s cast though, there’s something about them, like too bitchy of something. It’s as though they can’t work together or just aren’t motivated. I preferred the previous two season’s cast, with the second season being my favourite although the US didn’t exactly like them. It was people like Ivana, John, Sandy, Kelly, the Jens, that made the show.

Meanwhile, in Apprentice Ghim Moh, things have been pretty cool. If you haven’t read it, you should. Its funky funny, lol. Other than that, my face has cleared up considerably. Thank goodness! Now I’m only left with those pesky pimples on my nose, but they’re going down too.

Okay, one month to Guatemala! Yeehaw! I shall know rattle on, on what I liked and disliked about each of the previous seasons.

Borneo – The original form, 16 castaways, 39 days, 1 island, 1 survivor. No tribe swaps, no outcast twist, no twisting of any form. Just plain and simple. Uncontaminated you may say. I really want to watch this season again (I did watch a few episodes).

Australian Outback – The most watched season I guess, since Survivor was relatively new at that time and was catching on in popularity. It was nice to have 42 days, but for a 16 castaway season, unnecessary. I really think that Colby should have won this season but instead, it went to Tina.

Africa – The setting was superb, who would imagine surviving in the savannah? But maybe this cast wasn’t as great as the Australian one, but still, definitely a good season with lots of different personalities. You got Big Tom whom you couldn’t understand a word from, Lex with his many tattoos, Ethan the Jewish footballer… You should see the drunk Tom, lol!

Marquesas – Didn’t follow this season through, but I think on hindsight I should’ve watched it. True, the first part was sorta boring (to me then), but come one! It had Kathy Vavrick O Brien in it and you missed most of the season. I still remember Sarah and Rob on the raft. Gosh, Sarah was like Cleopatra sitting on the queen’s chariot or something.

Thailand – Nothing much to say about this season, it was the worst thus far. Even Palau’s lopsided tribal victories can’t beat this one. But the characters were, I guess, interesting. If I’m not wrong, Robb was the first skater dude casted, Shii Ann, the “Shii Devil” was the first Asian. Okay, no need to talk about Jan/Helen’s madness about burying Oscar or the chicken killing thingy. That was crazy. Brian was definitely a good player and I expected him to win even from the few episodes that I watched.

The Amazon – This season started off with a great twist, men versus women. It worked I guess, the cast was still diverse, not like that of Palau of which half were models. Jenna did NOT deserve to win, Matthew did. I don’t know what happened to that jury. I should watch The Amazon again (like all other seasons).

Pearl Islands – This was one of the best seasons ever in Survivor history. I loved the twist that the castaways would only survive with the clothes on their backs. Nothing else and then having Rupert steal Morgan’s (tribe name) shoes. Hahaha! Pirating fit in well with the theme of the season. And the winning tribe being able to loot the other tribe. That was so ingenious! I didn’t like the outcast twist though, very UNETHICAL if you ask me. Went against survivor’s rules of “Once your fire’s out, so are you”. UNFAIR!

All Stars – The first to have 18 castaways instead of 16. And instead of 2 pre-merge tribes, 3. I liked the format, but wish that they’d make it a 42 day season. That would be nicer. It started off well, but grew a bit dull towards the centre on. Casting this time round should have been way easier, it was just about getting people to come back and play the game a second time. Shii Ann was more likeable this time round. Jerri, was Jerri… Amber just rode Rob’s coat tails.

Vanuatu – This season was great, cast was still diverse. Eliza, Ami, Rory, Scout, Twila, Mia, Chad… Also, this season ranks high for me for another reason (I shan’t elaborate on this for sometime). Ami was by far a great player, and the women’s alliance was something new. It worked pretty well, that is, till they decided to keep Chris in and turn on themselves. There were many game dynamics that kept the season interesting, never a dull moment.

Palau – The season that casted models. 20 castaways with 2 not being given a chance to play the game proper. Sure you could call the immunity necklace race a challenge already, but that wasn’t a proper start to the game. What I define as proper would be to spilt into tribes, the usual survivor style. Then, there came the Ulonging, where they just lost every single immunity challenge they played. And later on the Kororing where the tribe had to cannibalise themselves. Made for pretty boring TV if you asked me, I grew tired of seeing Ulong at every pre-merge tribal council. Then, no merge at all. What the heck? This season ranks a bit lower for me. Guatemala, please don’t make the same mistake by having all models with looks and no substance. Oh, and not forgetting Janu quitting which was just irritating and horrible. She should have quit much earlier.

Now, time to look forward to the cast reveal! Oh and tomorrow we’re getting that new tutor who’s replacing the Suan. Can’t believe my holiday’s up, but neither can I believe that two months ago I started tertiary education. I’m growing up fast eh? Okay, academically, lol!

Like OMG! I got Incomplete by BSB on my com finally! That song so reminds me of you cause I know you like it (so do I). Another one is “Somewhere Out There”. Oh man, I am SO thinking of ya right now listening to Incomplete. =))

Shout outs:
L: Go nail those exams! I believe you can. Yer smart cuz, so go get them marks! =))
Dak: Yo! Great to see you back on USG! Things are gonna pick up speed now yer back. Guatemala spoiling, here we come!
Dame: Hey, yer busy eh? Take time to relax too k? Don’t overwork yerself.
Fano: Thanks for everything Fano. Was good to talk to you then.
Antonius: Hey, thanks for sending Incomplete over. Although the thumb drive was giving me problems, I burned it to a CD and now got it on the laptop too. Thanks so much man, I owe ya!