Yelling from KL

Soundtrack of the day: Spider-Man 2

Aight, I am in Malaysia. Waited till like 1am yesterday for uncle Harry and gang to arrive. Was cool, but, uhm, rather sleepy... Didn't get much rest on the bus yesterday, my ehad was rolling from side to side. Didn't eat no nothing till 4pm (or drink for that matter) the whole day, so L was force-feeding me. Haha.

Then she asked if I wanted to go watch Flight Plan with I-Yin and her. Took a bus (like when was the last time I rode a KL bus???) to Mid-Valley. And got stuck in a KL jam (when was the last time this happened too???). I am a rail-transit person, so jamming on teh road is a rarity for me. A 10-minute journey became a 20-minute one. And the way they drive, I take my hat off to those sneaky drivers. I wonder if I will ever be able to drive in this city, haha!

Aight, back to flight plan. It's a really (and I mean REALLY) good movie. I give it 4.5 of 5. Jodie Foster, plane, lost daughter, no records of daughter on plane and many, many twists make this movie impossible to figure out. And THAT is why it is worth your money. You can't guess what will happen. I thought it was gonna end when she told the counsellor. But, NOOOOO, it continued. And thank goodness, it would have sucked to have ended there.

And I just remembered, mom CAN behave like a kid when she goes travelling. Remind me not to sit next to here on trips, lol! She was like, "I'm hungry, I hope they serve the food soon. I want to watch the movie, I hope they show it soon". Like, diao... I was just contented to sit and listen to my rock CD of Spider-Man 2. yes, I was finally able to get back to it. Sometimes, you just can't touch a thing cause it relates to somethings in life that have kinda upset you and stuff, get what I mean? But that is over and now I can get back to it. :D

Shout outs:
Dak: Don't stress yerself out eh? Keep lotsa time to yerself and enjoy it.
Dame: Hey, hows things goin? Get lotsa rest and yer in my prayers aight?
Nic: Hey, I have yet to go shopping,let alone, to Sungei Wang-Bukit Bintang... And, no, Mid-Valley doesn't count. Just went there for movie and to eat crepe for dinner.
L: Thanks for the invitation to the movie. Oh, and the net usage too.
Fano, Fairplay, Mko & SG: Thanks for teh laughs in the "campaign".
SHP, YT: IMUB!

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Thanks you all

Yay!!! Exams over, woohoo! Yeehaw! Haiz, but goin ta KL tomorrow... Oh well, at least I'll get to see L, Duane, Aunty Avey, Uncle Harry and Nan. Oh yeah, Thanks to all who wished me happy birthday but I didn't get to thank. ARISYA, especially you. WEIJIE and NIC and ZHILI too. Thanks guys. Aight, what you guys wanna from KL? ANy orders? I will try satisfy them, haha. Happy holidays guys. =D

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Super Squad returns

Hey all! Haha, today's good. Listening to the radio, using the com, and all when I should be studying. =_= I better put my head to the grindstone lest I fail FOM. Can't afford to...

Anyway, been awhile since I tuned on the radio. Feels good. Haha. And, hmmm... YES, Super Squad. With Kamesh as an avid reader of the story, I am going to ask her to make sure I continue the story. USG folks, I WILL comeback with the story. Sorry for the long break, I wanna get it back on track. I feel bad, but today I feel like the scribe bug has bitten me again. =D Thanks to all who have supported/contributed in a way. L, Fano, Boner, CB... Thanks. I will make sure I do justice for you guys!

Okay, after Thursday. No, Wednesday. Aight, I am so pumped right now. :D

TV, Amazing Race...
I finally realised who was the one that they played saying "I'M TRYING!'. That was Meredith of TAR6. I wonder what the family edition will be like, haha.

The Apprentice: Martha Stewart.
I like her style, rather light. Compare her boardroom to Donald Trump's. Grey and white, very bright-ish tones. Trump's is dark and rather foreboding. Very suspenseful too. This is friendly to a certain extent, I think the contestants feel less afraid too. In Trump's version, one mistake and buh bye. The first episode (from what I got from Martha's videos on teh site), was not too bad. Jeff, you just don't. Fit. In. Goodbye.

The Apprentice: Donald Trump (Season 4).
Men versus Women again. Excel corp versus Capital Edge corp. Begins with a race to the helicopter, innovative. It sort of gave a comic-ness to the series I think. Trump needs it to lighten up the atmosphere. Melissa was stupid, her arguments weak and in her final words interview, definitely sore at being the first out (yeah, lousy cover up you!).

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Congrats, I'm excited!

Music of today: Our Lady Peace
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Ahh! I am so excited right now, lol. Anyway, CONGRATS to Bonehead on his son Dakota. And to Canadian Bacon on becoming an uncle. ;) To Lana, stay healthy eh? 22 September... I am so happy for ya guys man. Haha. Children are gifts indeed. Sources of joy definitely (and often unspoken, but grief too, don't I know it). Boner, I am sure you'll make an awesome dad as Lana makes for an awesome mom. :D Congrats to both of you and best wishes to Dakota's return home.

Bloging? Rambling? Talking trash?

Song of today: Breakaway [Kelly Clarkson]
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Listening to my MP3. Its back in the house after goodness knows how long. And, yeah, have updated the cafe blog, it now plays "There You'll Be". I'd like to put a song on my site, unfortunately, they do not have "Never Gone" by Backstreet Boys. Its playing on the MP3 right now. :D I really like that song, very melodious and such. Ah well, it will be up sometime. And the search for the blogskin continues. I've got something in mind. Will get back to it in a few days though. FOM.... Hmmm... I wonder what the paper will be like. Haha. I didn't notice Shaun leave the exam location today, he must have left super early. 0_0 Oh well... Wonder what kind of results he will get this time round. Haha.

Well, thinking of...

Shout outs:
Dak: Heyo! How's sch and stuff man?
Dame: Didn't mean to insult cameras or stuff.
L: CUZ! How long since ye've updated thy blog?
David: I have no idea what is goin on in yer life cuz, just stay safe aight? :S

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Updating

Hey everyone, well, just an update. How'd you like my new skin eh? I guess I am still unsure about what happened earlier on. I dunno if I should be mad or what. It doesn't seem justified. Whatever. Anyway, yeah, hope things work out with this skin, if not, I shall return to me old one of minamata black. Sigh.

Changed it back cause I didn't think Incomplete was my song, Never Gone is... So, back to where I am...

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Stupid

AH damn! Excuse if any profanities issue forth from my mouth. I am just, well, dissapointed. Its not so much to ask even. Ah geez, come on! Sorry, I mean, dissapointed with my parents. They're always here to dissapoint us aren't they? I must be bringing up a lot of past hurts right now. Sheesh!

I mean, look... I ask for an IXUS. They wanna give me the powershot. The POWERSHOT! That bulky thing! Urgh! No way I am gonna look cool with that. And hello? For you or for ME? I'm really sorry if I sound demanding. I am not trying to be. Look, I even said if you don't wanna get the IXUS, forget buying the camera.

Doesn't this just show how you wanna control me, eh? Always controlling right? Down to who I choose as my friends even. What camera I get, whatever. IXUS! Get that into yer head! I mean, I asked, not demanded. I am NOT demanding. It is my preference and right now, I don't need nor want the powershot.

So, screw it. Whatever. Thanks a lot. Good riddence to you, you...! I shall not bring myself to say it. =P But I'll leave you to think of what I intended to say. If you see this, you'll know what I think.

Judgement Day 1

Hey! ICP was okay, easier than expected. Compared to last years paper, this one is easier. More questions I knew the answers to. Tried to be direct and get the points across. Well, that went well. :D Thanks to ALL who had me in their thoughts, prayers and for all the well wishes. Love you all. I am high today (obvious). Heh! Suppose its cause my paper is down, one to go. And I know which camera I wanna get. Thanks all.
Out!

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Prelude to Judgement Day1

Exam day... Why is time passing so slowly. Haiz... Oh well, whatever. At least it'll be over, for ICP in the least, in 3 hours time. And then I just have FOM to do. Ixus 700, here I come! Thanks to Boner for helping with the decision making. :D Uhm, I dunno what to expect in this exam. God, please help me. I don't wanna repeat this module. Trust in you eh?

Highlighting this verse to a few friends, since Esther has it up under her quotes: "Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy. It does nto boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs". 1 Cor 13:4&5.
Things to think about?

Anyway, ICP exam.... Bleah, can it be over already? :S

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ICP module = Intellectually Corroding Package module

AH, whatever Anyway, finished off the individual notes per lecture. Man, I will be so glad when we move onto the next sem's modules. Besides, I just learnt OUR economics module might be a single semester module. Haha. I compared the module to my friend's in DAC and they go by differen names. His is a year long module and called something like elements of economics or something, but ours is Fundamentals of Economics (FOE).

I wish I could just complete the darn ICP paper ASAP and have it over and done with. Damn! Damn ICP. Intellectually Corroding Programme? Ah, whatever. Took so long to revise, still want to go through the past year paper and CA1 so I feel like I have done something.

Shout outs:
Dame: Hey, relax aight? Don't need ya stressed out. Chill, have fun and enjoy yerself. :D Smile. He'll be here safe and sound and in no time. God bless.
DMC1A05: All the best for the paper eh? Good luck!
Cafe: Thanks for the encouragement.

Bleah........

Sigh... Today feels kinda foreboding in a way, maybe cause of the paper tomorrow. Screw it. Let me just go into the examination area and kill it. Do my best to get it over and done with. Hmmm... I have no mood for writing either, so I am gonna stop here.

New Level

Hmmm, well, came back from Kovan quite late, well, early-late. Heh, oxymoron! Around 11.30pm. Service was supposed to finish at 9.30, ended like 45mins later, so of course, came back later. Good thing the North East Line moves fast, so got home within an hour. But still, that's a long time. Just imagining Varina going home.... All the way to Choa CHu Kang, heh. And I reached Buona Vista at like 11. Oh well... Closer to city = better?

Anyway, service was kinda deep. Talked about gettin ta a new level. Then briefed about the changes to Chi Alpha. Shall not talk much about it at the moment, since we have been asked to keep mum for the moment. Well, at least till the end of the week. But, these are major changes alright. Seems like everyone is headed in a new direction now. Things seem to be hanging in the air, at least until the changes are implemented.

Expected something like this anyway, from what mom hinted after yesterday's LCE meeting. So, was not a surprise to me. Anyway, a few more lectures and let's go kill the ICP paper. I got the letter from school about the exams today. One at T17 another at T1A. Above the McDonald's. Speaking of Mickey D, food... Felt that I have eaten too much again, bother! Haiz... Yup, am Out!

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A great, good day

Song of today: Come Clean [Hillary Duff]
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I dunno, today feels like old times. No worries. Just sailing through the day. probably not helped by listening to the tracks on my MP3. Heheh. Anyway, yeah. Its just a really good day, relaxed even. I don't feel rushed or anything. For once I am relaxing (when I am not supposed to). Heheh. Maybe I can do more of this during the holidays. It feels good. But, dang, exams are coming. What am I doing relaxing now? Lol.

Updated the cafe blog, my wishlist has grown eh? Grown a lot. But so far, I have 2 items struck off already. :D Hopefully, my parents will be able to strike off another one sometime soon. *wide grin* Haha, let's just wait and see. *stares at mom*

"Never gone...." I love this track. I am in such a good mood today. :D I suppose you can judge by all the ":D"s around right? "You will be never gone..."

"Always close, everyday, every step of the way...."
This track along with Incomplete warrant a purchase of the BSB album. Man, they are good. *Remembers buying the long-lost Millenium CD*

Ah well. 7 lectures more till I complete revision for ICP. Gotta get ready to go to Kovan. :D Hmmm, dinner... Never thought about that actually. I gotta leave by 5.30pm to get there by 6.30... Andonly ate 2 bacon sandwiches today. I think this is a new record, lol. And y'know, only 2 slices of bread, not 4. ;)

Shout outs:
Ata-gal: Hey, cast yer burdens to God. Hope the Footprints poem makes ya feel better. :D
Dame: Once again, Footprints is used to help someone. Shows the power of that poem. Thanks for pointing me to it. :D
Yen Hao: Thanks for clearing my mind on the mass media theories, seems clear now. 0_0 What did you do? Yer not even a media student!
L: Hey, cuz! Long time no hear from ya. How's things goin with Mr. Blur-and-I'm-not-talking?

PS: Mercy Me is on and I have not heard them for so long! Mercy ME! Thanks to Dame for intro-ing me to them too!!!

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Mirthful

Hey all. Today is another great day, well, just looking at it from the beginning of the day. 5 lectures to study on, I will tackle that as best I can. For you, for me eh? ;) I dunno, been getting these good vibes these few days. Set to be another good week, ah, heck the exam. Good or bad outcome, "Heads up and Stay strong!" I'll be happy, no doubt.

I've just got this good feelin goin and its nice. Today is nice and cold and rainy. It hasn't rained liek today for a long time. Guess the "summer" is over now that cooler temperatures are here. How long has it been since I walked in the rain? :D Should try that sometime again. It has been ages since I went swimmin last and that would be as close as I can get to swimmin for sometime.

Listening to music has been good too. I like the music tracks I have now. Maybe why I have this feel good feelin is cause of a combination of reasons. Glad to know I could help to encourage Ata. :D Hey Dame, footprints poem, thanks! ;) And then there is this "jolly" music I listen to. I think some peeps like Nic wouldn't like it, a bit too techno-ish for her, haha. But this is a nice song. Yup yup yup! Oh well, Out!

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Actions speak loudly

Song of today: Ancient Voices of Guatemala [Russ Landau]
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Hey everyone. Right, enough Survivor till later. Time to talk about other things... :D

Thought of the day:
Actions speak louder than words.
Take time to think about this. Have you had any experiences with this? I find this is VERY true. Personally, I find it nice when people do things to show that they appreciate you. It is touching indeed yeah? Sometimes people take time to do small things, but these do show that they appreciate ya. Or it may be things like finding songs that they wanna share with ya. Actions speak louder than words.

Tomorrow I am gonna slog at ICP and make sure I get something into my head. things are starting to get clearer now. I think I understand what they mean about User and gratification theory and Supporting dominant social system theory. Oh, and tomorrow will be in Kovan. :D Yeah, for the Poly-AF New Level night service. Haha. I dunno, I've enjoyed this week and weekend.

Okay, more "personal" stuff. Dad has been kind of like an ass this weekend. Wonder what got into him, he's like, acting funny. I dunno how to describe it without offending him, hmmm.... Oh well, I dunno, I guess I can't describe it just yet.

I must be crazy, or at least high. I feel like getting up and jiving about. Lol, in the middle of the night? Listening to a certain dance track, it's nice. ;)

Shout outs:
Dak: Hey hey, thanks for everything dude. How was service then?
Dame: You too man. Its good to see ya around. Glad yer baby's on the way, exciting!!!
Cafe: Yay! Our group blog is rrrrrrrrrrrrrrolling!

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Pictures from Guatemala

2 days later and I am still realing from the premiere of Guatemala. Haha. Anyway, here's a coupla pics from the intro video. I think all are girls, haven't seen much from the guys for me to have a favourite guy yet, so guys will come in later. :P


Survivor: Guatemala!












From the Yaxha (Yah-sha) tribe....








Lydia Morales! Go Lil' Lydia! Small, but fiesty woman. Dragged her tibe down a little during the 11 mile jungle trek, but led them to victory after lighting the cauldron to clinch the Immunity Idol.





Morgan McDevitt! She is surprising me more and more. Magician's assistant, cheer leader, never thought a pretty face like her could fit into the jungle environment. Undoubtly the prettiest on the Yaxha tribe, she surprises me with how she manages to fit in.





From the Nakum (Nah-koom) tribe....









Brooke Struck!









Pretty gal of Nakum tribe, she rocks. Not only in beauty, but in brains. A bit of a Steph version 2 (Steph in the sense that Steph was and is good looking yet has brains). Go far Brooke!







Danielle "Danni (Danny)" Boatwright! I am liking this tom-boy-ex-beauty pageant winner more and more. I hope you win this season Danni! I'm counting on you!!!







Margaret Bobonich! The nurse and mother figure of the tribe. She shouldn't be called a nurse, she's like a doctor in many ways. When the big, strong gentlemen of her tribe got dehydrated and sick, she looked after each of them and nursed them back. When Bobby Jon almost passed out, she was there to make sure he didn't. Go Margaret!



And thus we end the intro credits for the moment. More to come for sure when Steph and Bobby Jon are included in the next opening. Till then, Out! :D

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Haha, smile.

I predicted right. Jim got out of Nakum. He was the first castaway voted out of Survivor: Guatemala. Who among Amy, Blake, Bobby Jon, Brandon, Brian, Brianna, Brooke, Cindy, Danni, Gary, Jamie, Judd, Lydia, Margaret, Morgan, Rafe or Stephenie will win the title sole survivor of Guatemala? Next episode; Man Down.

Anyway, got my first birthday present already, from the SP cell group. And, apparently, this is only the beginning. For me, I'd prefer for my birthday to be quiet affairs, no big hoo-has of anything. Which I had to abandon last year when the South Central cell went all out and got a cake and shirt and stuff. And they like sang the song in the crowded meeting place. O-kay.... And now Pastor Gary is asking me like what is my birthday wish and frankly I haven't thought about it and he says I'd better get one soon. 0_0 Pressure... Oh dear... Yeah, guess that's it for today then. Out!

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18 castaways, 39 days, 1 survivor!

Ahhhhhhh! Guatemala in da house! O-way o-way oy-ah-ah, ay oy oy oy ah-ah.

Theme: Maya Empire
Anicent Voices of Guatemala: AWESOME! I don't care what the sucksters think, this is a superb variation of Ancient Voices people. Thailand meets Vanuatu? Wind flute + Drum = Great marriage. The theme has a good beat, it is a very fast moving intro. Only, Bobby Jon and Stephenie are not featured in it in episode 1 although it says "18 castaways". Only the new 16 are shown.
http://survivorstuff.cjb.net -> Go here, click media and you can download the intro video.
Fan of: LYDIA! MARGARET! Go, man! And I have not even seen the episode yet. I'm just so hyped up.
Tribes:
Nakum: Bobby Jon, Judd, Blake, Brandon, Jim, Danni, Brooke, Margaret, Cindy.
Yaxha: Stephenie, Morgan, Lydia, Amy, Brianna, Rafe, Jamie, Gary, Brian.

1 hour to go, 1 hour to go. Can't wait. This is a grueling season, wanna see what happens. There's betrayals, blind siding. And of course, USG to hop over to and discuss everything Survivor!!!

Ramble, ramble, ramble but in a good mood

Song of today: Never Gone [Backstreet Boys]
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Yo! Wassup eh? Well, lotsa stuff been happening, I'm good. I'm glad others are good. So I'm the hyper-'Freak now. Haha. Coolness. I must be survivor-crazy these few days. Lol. Okay, let me start talking sense!

Well, I'm glad that everything is mended and more or less back to the way it was before. Song of today... Never Gone. The first time I am hearing it but I love it. Love it, love it, love it...! Thanks to that someone that pointed me to the song. :D

I am happy these days, high. Yesterday was high-day. Kamesh and Elaine were high as well. Lol. I have no idea what induces these highs, lol. Yoghurt? I swear, never touched alcohol. Not in ages, not this year as I remember. Haha.

Well, was just watching Oprah. Yep, today it was about friends. SO.... I wanna do a mega-shout out to my friends. :D
Ghim Moh Secondary
The Cafe Family - YO! Will treasure you guys forever. Once a family, always a family? Thanks for all yer support the past 2 years we have been the Cafe. Rock on!
Classmates from 1/1, 2/1, 3/2 & 4/2 - The times we had fun as classes. Enjoyed those "care-free times". :D
Teachers - Mr. Er, Ms. Chin, to name a few. Thanks for the guidance over the past 4 years.

Singapore Polytechnic
DMC1A05 "Best class of '05" - Haha, I have never had so much fun just laming about with you guys. Always manage to crack me up. Thanks man. Look forward to our 2 and 1/2 years more that we are gonna spend together.

USG!!!!
Bonehead - Hey! Thanks for all the advice you've given over time and being the moral compass you are.
Canadian Bacon - Yowza dude. Thanks for being the buddy you are man.
Fanofsurvivor - Fano! Yep, you've been an advisor too. Thanks, er, Dr. Mom. :D
Llanolover - Hey Llano. Been there to listen as well, thanks.
Fairplay/Im An Aligator - USG Survivor Champions eh?! Awesome game man.
SurvivorFanatic - Pick'em game! Rock's USG. Haha.
Smackbomb - Aha, the father of USG. Thanks for creating this small online beach where we can camp and talk survivor. ;)

Malaysian batch
Shoban & Shakira - Yo guys. Thanks for being friend since what, primary 3? :D Do come visit us again eh?
Kay Aun & Kay Jen - My goodness, how long has it been since we last met man?! Kay Aun, ye must be tall now, Kay Jen must have matured eh?
Ben & Matt - Rocker dudes eh? How's stuff goin man?
Justin & Mich - Hey hey! How's things goin? Should try to chat with ya more.
Sandra, Mel & the others from the ex-CCC - Haha, all those times in church together. Won't forget ya.
L & David - Just cause yer cousins doesn't mean that ye aren't friends. Ah, those times in KL as youngsters... Naughty us eh? Haha. And now how we have become, *ahem* sophisticated *ahem* teens with different tastes and whatnot. :D

Less than 24 hours to Guatemala's debut! Ah, I'm going mad with anticipation! Hahahaha! Thanks Yessie for making your house available to crash. :D Yeehah! It's gonna be fun watching Guatemala together + pigging on lunch. Looking forward to it.

Speakign of pigging out... Lots of stuff at home cause mom and I went grocery shopping yesterday and bought LOTS of stuff. Lots of junk too. Stay off the chips, off the biscuits, off the sweet stuff eh? Watch yerself. Aight, need to get my 2 ICP lectures down for today and then complete the CC assignment. So, i'm Out!

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Re-branding

Tried a skin, didn't like it. No archive. Sorry. It's just me. I am fussy. It must also be able to use and show blue coloured fonts. I guess I will have to look around again. And this time with archives too. Yep, image. Lol. Change in name? I got bored with emmelover. ;)

Don't wanna hear you say...

Oh goodness. I stumble on this lame webby and look around. Hehz, then found this parody of the song "I want it that way" by BSB. This is another song I like. Pity I haven't heard it in ages. Someone borrowed my Millenium CD and never returned it. Sigh. Wasted my money eh? Oh well...

Anyway, am hunting for MP3s of the song. Lol. I like this song for some reason or other. Weird, cause this was a song the school band did. Hmmm, and, uh, considering the band wasn't that great... Oh well, nevermind. Hahah! :D

Fond memories. Ah, Ghim Moh. Wow, a month and it will be a year since grad day. Time passes so quickly eh?

Hey, here's the link. Got a few songs if you want (BSB, Westlife, SClub, Savage Garden, The Corrs).
http://music.51expo.com/Music%20Net/English3.htm

I have forgotten the other songs on Millenium, haiz... Only this one sticks and surprisingly I kinda remembered most of the lyrics for like, what, 5 years? 0_0 Okay....

Lost.

Been listening to stuff, trying to find something nice to listen to... Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson, Brian McFadden, No Doubt, Gwen Steffani, Sting....

Can't help falling in love with you.
You are not alone
Smooth criminal
Real to me
Running
Hella Good
What you waiting for?
Hollerback girl (uncensored)
Desert Rose....

I can't make up my mind. Sorry if this post is random.....
It rained but its hot and humid.

I feel like I've lost something. I feel like I've gained something. I just hope I haven't lost that thing. I just hope. What happened to hope? That which I posted on this very blog months ago? Sigh.... I dunno. I'm just happy for one thing but bothered by another I guess.

110. Zilch.... Dunno what to call this

Heyo, school's out. Uh, okay, not totally. But lesson wise, yeah...
X-All modules.

Yep. That's cool. But then again.... Sigh. Let's just say I'm concerned. About something. And I can't do nothing about it. I have to accept eh? Oh well... I'm learning I say. But...

It's just unfair sometimes. And its not as if we asked for it. Some people get dealt more misfortune (I don't wanna sound insulting, I don't wanna offend ya... I hope yer not...). It's not fair. Why can't I take some misfortune sometime? Why? I dunno. Prolly won't ever get answered. But it can be painful to watch as a "by-stander". My heart goes out to ya.

I just realised... A lot of my songs sound kinda negative. =/ Sheesh! I need to update more "happy, bubbly" ones sometime.

109. Normalcy and patience

Song of today: The Reason [Hoobastank]
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Thanks to the few who helped me through and back to myself. No more the worried me. Its just the usual now. Thanks guys. And with that I learnt we need to be patient...

Recovery takes time. Hurt does not go away immediately. And, be patient for Guatemala's preview.

Dame, this goes out to you. I'll be there for you no matter what, you can count on me. You've done a lot for me before, and maybe its my turn to do something for you now. If you need anything, just say so.

Okay, over this weekend I went down to 66.5kg... 0_0 That is scary! Its not healthy. I was about 68 before and then shot down like by 1.5... No good, no good... Anyway, am back to my normal schedule and I'm 67 now. That I can accept, I was about there before. Anyway, the cafe blog is up. And I'm out!

108. Very confused...

Song of today: Music Of My Heart [NSync and Gloria Estefan]
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I am just so confused today. Sleeping the day away, stupid, negative dreams... Loss of appetite. Damn! And just THINKING TOO MUCH! Dammit! Like the problem has gotten even worse. I feel like shit right now. Its just so disturbing.

Its not as though I don't want to let go of everything, I can't. And its hampering other stuff. Its tiring to just rest. Sigh. At that rate, I might as well not go to sleep right? I try to think of other stuff, try to release all that I am thinking of but no such luck. Keeps coming back and I dunno why the heck it does. Thank goodness for the study week. At least I don't need to face school, except tomorrow for CC and the ITB ICA. Then goodbye to these 2 modules. I dunno what to think right now, I think I have said in the best way what the heck is going on. I am just sorry right now.

Shout outs:
Dak: Sigh. What needs to be said has been said I think. Sorry bout everything.
Dame: I am sorry about the imposter case. I dunno what to say right now...
Fano: Thanks for all the support "Dr. Mom". I needed it.
To a certain few folks: I'm sorry, really sorry.

107. Verdi - Libiamo ne’ lieti calici

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Shaun. :D Keeping laming yo!

Here's is the weird, funky, funny opera. Heheheh!
MP3: http://rapidshare.de/files/4961317/17_What_Are_They_Singing_About_In_Opera_.mp3.html
Verdi - Libiamo ne’ lieti calici
(Rainer Hersch)

Libia Mo Libia Mo
Let’s get it on
Lychee créme that reflects in me Kia-Ora
Hélas! Fu chairman Fu chairman old
I’ve seen Nivea Bogotá
The army won’t defray me
for the Sushi de l’Amore
I get paid with a Nokia and a pony
Which I spend straight away down the bar
Andiamo Amore, Amore
Ray Cole needs to puke every munchy I buy...
OH HIS JUMPER WON’T TURN OFF
HE NEEDS TO PUKE EVERY MUNCHY I BUY
A boy, a boy
Shall grow an inch
If you win the whirlpool
A Daughter for Leo, for Leo in March
I thought you cooked a friend
Oh jump about in the Pompidou
We know you’re very poorly
Infuriate now Sheridan Morley
A beautiful day...
Andiamo Geneva, Geneva
I... gave out cheque book and three keys...
OOOOOOOOH!, LA LAAAA MO, LA LAAAA MO, TEABAG!
WE ALL JUMP AND DOWN WHILE WE’RE ITCHING
IN CASE YOU, IN CASE YOU BUGGER ME
THEN I SHAN’T GO ON HOLIDAY
The bakery’s literally in Borneo
There’s another one just round the corner
Nine emus need a juror
I knew: they stink of veal
Ya! Cool a bag, Cook a plastic bag
People like to be amused by a head teacher
The beer it’s this beer
Its so part of me
I can soak every brothel with pee
AH!, LET’S GO, LET’S GO, LET’S GO. AWAY!
LET’S GO, LET’S GO, LET’S GO. GET PISSED!
GET PISSED. ALRIGHT LET’S GO GET PISSED
WE’LL ALL BE SICK!

106. Unsettled.

Is there somethign wrong with me? I am beginning to think there is. Spent most of the day sleeping. Well, at least from 12 to 6.30pm I was sleeping. Although rather fitfully, I did sleep. Then the only meal of today was dinner. And I mean the ONLY meal. Yes, I had nothing all day and I didn't even feel hungry. I lost my appetite. I wasn't even hungry for dinner. I kind of forced myself to eat. Something's wrong, is there not? Questions.... No answers.

105. Screw it.

Things don't seem to get better do they? Sigh... What do I want to do? I wanna scream at some, I want to thank some, I want to comfort some. But what can I do? Nothing. I'm just a useless entity floating around.

I have faith in you.

Today's post is so random. But I guess it reflects. Its just a boiling mix right now! Dammit!

Don't show me images of the Katrina damage. I don't wanna see. I don't need to see. What I see in my mind is enough already. Don't.

105. Happy? I doubt.

I dunno. I guess today is a day I can't look up. Uggh, feel horrible.

In the past 4 hours, I've used up 4 tissues. I hope I don't catch a cold. I hope I don't have a cold (boo hoo!). This isn't the time to get sick, no! Vitamin C, water, rest? Been there done that. And Panadol Cold too... Ahhhhh!

On the other hand I scored 80 for the FOM project. No more FOM except for the paper on the 28th.

Give me a hanky and I will make that sound like some one pressing a horn. =(

104. Music Of My Heart

Sigh. Dedicated to the ones I love, including Dak, Dame, L and Fano.

Download the song: http://rapidshare.de/files/4898207/N_Sync___Gloria_Estefan_-_Music_Of_My_Heart.wma.html
Music Of My Heart [NSync and Gloria Estefan]
You'll never know
What you've done for me
What your faith in me
Has done for my soul (echo)
And you'll never know the gift you've given me
I'll carry it with me
yeah ee yeah

Through the days ahead I'll think of days before (mm hmm)
You made me hope for something better (yes you did)
And made me reach for something more

Chorus 1
You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Helped me hear the music of my heart
Helped me hear the music of my heart

Chorus 2
You opened my eyes
You opened the door
To something I'd never known before
And your love (love)
Is the music of my heart (music of my heart)

You were the one
Always on my side (always on my side)
Always standing by (always standing by)
Seeing me through
You were the song that always made me sing
I'm singing this for you (singing this for you baby)
Everywhere I go I'll think of where I've been (think of where I've been)
And you're the one who knew me better than anyone ever will again (?)

Chorus 1
You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside (siiidee)
Helped me hear the music of my heart
Helped me hear the music of my heart (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Chorus 2
You opened my eyes
You opened the door (you opened the door)
To something I'd never known before (ohh ohhhhh)
And your love (your love)
Is the music of my heart (music of my heart)

What you taught me
Only your love could ever teach me
You got through when no one else could reach me (baby ohhh ohhh ohhh)
'Cuz you always saw in me
All the best that I could be
It was you who set me free

Chorus 1
You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside (me inside)
Helped me hear the music of my heart
Helped me hear the music of my heart

Chorus 1
You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside (me inside)
Helped me hear the music of my heart (music of my heart)
Helped me hear the music of my heart (yeah ah yeah)

Chorus 2
You opened my eyes
You opened the door (opened the door)
To something I'd never known before (never, never, never felt before)
And your love
Is the music of my heart
The music of my heart
Music of my heart
Is the music of my heart

Sigh. Today was, upsetting... I need music to help me feel better, thought I'd dedicate this to you guys. It is true, this song. I shall end now before I get any more mushy. =/

102. Reality check.

Ah well, here's a Belated Happy Birthday Regina.

Okay, reality (and reality TV). :D I got that CC assignment 50% nailed already. Taster's Choice coffee is my product. I'm happy with the poster and pamphlet I did. It has a consistent theme. I think DTP helped somewhat. Haha. At least I don't have too many conflicting designs. :D

ITB, ICP... Just assessments remain. FOM final tutotrial and lecture is on today. I hope the Sushi Supremes did an awesome job and we get good results for our FOM. Sigh, I should get the nose to the grindstone and start studying.

Reality TV now... Haha. Survivor: Guatemala, 7 days away! And guess what? DOUBLE TELECAST!!! 1pm, 10pm, Friday. I think I nearly went over the top when I heard the CHannel 5 advertisement. :D Woohoo! That's cool. And can't wait for The Amazing Race either.

Apprentice on the other hand, do we really need this recap week? Next to go will be, nah shan't spoil it. But I hope they finish this season quick and move on to season 4 and maybe The Apprentice: Martha Stewart.

Here's the USA dates for the various reality TV shows:
15 September (Thursday) - Survivor: Guatemala
21 Spetember (Wednesday) - The Apprentice: Martha Stewart
22 September (Thursday) - The Apprentice: Donald Trump (Season 4)
27 September (Tuesday) - The Amazing Race

Wow. You guys over there have a full TV listing. Big Brother 6 is ending soon, so, I guess you guys will have one less reality show then. I want Howie or Janelle to win. But I dunno if they can. The final 5 of April, Howie, Ivette, Janelle and Maggie are kind of a weird combination. They got rid of Eric, Beau (yeehah!), and a whole list of others including James. Haha. Cool. But I would like one of the Sovereigns to win this. Oh well, let's see how it goes.

Shout outs:
Dame: Hey, you okay? Whatever it is, I'm here okay? I'll stand by you no matter what.
L: Same goes for you. Need anything and I'm here. Need the call card to talk to Ju? *looks concerned*
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Damn, I hope I have not been robbed of anything.

She's down! She's down! DTP no longer....

Song of today: Beautiful Day [U2]
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Today is such a beautiful day. I can't get this song out of my head now. I must've listened to it repeatedly for 2 hours last night. And I'm only too happy to listen to it again. :D

Yeehah! DTP down! Although I woke up late, had to do what I had to do. Presented to "The Nga". :D Yups, DTP no more. I WILL MISS THIS MODULE... Ms. Nga liked my design. :D

X-dtp
X-oc
X-cd
O-itb
O-icp
O-fom
O-cc

Beautiful Day lyrics
The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room

No space to rent in this town
You're out of luck

And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere

You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination
You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you

It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach meI know
I'm not a hopeless case
See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out

It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach meI know I'm not a hopeless case
What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now
Was a beautiful day

This song makes me think of:
1) Travelling on a plane
2) North America. For some reasons, pictures of mountains by the freeway as we drive past play in my mind. Road trip? How nice!
May YOU have a beautiful day!

Shout outs:
Dame: Thanks for the well wishes, I needed every single one of them.
ZJ: Heh, thanks for opening the DMS door for me. :D

100th post! -- No more! No more!

Song of today: Tearin Up My Heart [N'Sync]
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Ooh wow. OC is no more! Yeehah! Bye Sheryl! I need not say anythign more I guess - module done! Tomorrow I will complete my DTP requirements. :D Hooyah! Lol, this is just another high day...

Thought of the day:
Hmmm, what shall be my "profound" thought of the day? Heheh. Er....
Aiight. Today I was kinds high so I was listening to some of my hundred odd songs on the laptop. One song caught my attention - Only Hope by Switchfoot. Man, that song is haunting. So I guess, the question is, what do songs mean to you?

For me, songs often hold special meanings. Well, at least some do. Like there's Somewhere Out There by Our Lady Peace. For some reason that song sounds deeper to me. Sort of connect with it. Only Hope, that one is kind of moving. Bye Bye Bye by N'Sync is special cause that song was from the ROD 2004. The juniors kinda did a dance for us graduating seniors, so that's why it's special. Yep. HOOBASTANK! The Reason, that song is touching, moves you. Cause it appeals to the sadder side of people. Then there's Avril Lavigne's Slipped Away. Dang that is one sad song! Different songs, different effects on a person.

X-cd
X-oc
O-dtp
O-cc
O-icp (last lecture tomorrow)
O-fom (last lecture and tutorial Friday)
O-itb (ICA on Monday)

Hmmm, less stress I guess. Heheh. Thanks to ALL project groups, we did good. :D
Okay, I need to move on from school (enough already!).

Today, Yen Hao and I crashed Esther's house. We helped him set up his blog account BUT I can't access his blog now. :S Eh? What's happened? Oh well, we'll see later. Maybe I got the address wrong? No, I went to Esther's blog and clicked the link. Hmm... Okay, back to house-crashing. We saw all the videos I did, haha. They're cool, Survivor: All Stars India is still the BEST video I did.

Ate chocolate, drank lemon tea. Haha. Played with Joy, she's so cute that doggie! OH, and got that funky Opera from Esther. Haha! I get paid with a Nokia and a pony... Let's get pissed, let's all get pissed! Funky eh? ;)

Dammit, was just listening to Beautiful Day by U2. That songs is really nice, and dang, it kinda moved me. Haiz... Another song that moves mountains. I am not making sense so I will shut up now. I talk too much. Tell me to shut up please.

Shout outs:
Dak: Heya, how's things goin dude?
Dame: Yeehah! Work hard, play hard! I haven't mentioned it on the blog yet, so here it is: Great twister pics!
Fano: Glad yer holiday was fruitful and you enjoyed yourself. :D
Fanatic: Aha! You've finally stepped into the dark side of spoiler-ism and speculation. Welcome, welcome.
Esther: Yowza da jie! Thanks for opening yer house up today to be turned upside down. Haha. Had a fun time with you guys again. Must plan that mid-autumn Cafe festival eh?
Yen Hao (Mark): Yeh! A new blogger in town. Now go get that tag board and you don't need to update 'ne more (I know you won't anyway...). Cafe blog ready to get goin. :D
Ifah & Kamesh: Thanks for helping with the OC presentation in the little ways you did.

Another day closer to exams

Aiight. Another day draws close. The exams are getting nearer. Today was the last ICP tutorial. Whoa! That was quick. Soon it will be last CC, last OC, last FOM, last DTP... My gosh, time does fly doesn't it? Anyway, yeah. My OC presentation looks good. :D

Thought for the day:
"Faster finish, go NS, get married, work then die and leave this world" - Weijie.
Heh, WJ, when you said that, it made me think. What is your purpose in this world? What is the meaning of life to you? Is it to chase after every next stage in life? Seriously, just think about it. Is it to do the best you can? To fail and pass? Get good grades? Get training in NS? Hmmm, food for thought eh?

Anyway, for me. I think my sole purpose in life, well, my religion. Christianity. To have a relationship with whom I believe is God. I'll leave it there, at that. Also, of course to do well. Well, I ain't going to get all preachy about this stuff. Heh. Anyway, was just thinking about this since you made me think. :D

I want to get an A for the OC module if possible. Damn, I hope I do. And maybe CC as well. Cause I already forsee the maximum grades for ICP, ITB, DTP as Bs... I need some As in my life too! Ah well, if not. I can always do better. :D OH, and CD I think, that should be an A if I am not wrong. FOM? Hard to say - big question mark there.

Ghim Moh Series

Amazing Race Ghim Moh - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
Survivor: Ghim Moh - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
Survivor: Malaysia (Ghim Moh Season 2) - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
The Apprentice Ghim Moh - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
And that completes all the 6 videos I have doen thus far.

Sorry guy about the link removals. Just playing safe so that I don't get into trouble. ;)

My videos

Well, the hard work till 5am has paid off in a very tangible way! Click the links, then hit the "Free" button. Then you can watch the videos. :D Cheers!

The Amazing Race DMC1A05 - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
DMC1A05 Survivor - (link removed due to copyright reasons)
Okay, that's all for now. But when the sun rises next, that's when you can expect 4 more videos. Survivor: Ghim Moh, Survivor: Malaysia (Ghim Moh Season 2), The Apprentice: Ghim Moh, and The Amazing Race (Ghim Moh). Uhm, yes, it is sorta tribute to my two classes.

Anyway...
Thought of the day:
"We hold the future in our hands". This line made me think. We DO hold the future in our hands so to speak. Its all by choice. Don't you agree? I mean, we can choose to study hard to pass our exams, we can choose not to and flunk 'em. We can choose to believe that there is no hope in your child becoming, say a doctor, or we can believe that they can. What're your views I wonder... Do we indeed hold out future in our hands?

Well, I am pleased with my videos. More to come DMC05, not to worry. ;) Alos, cool site we got running ZhiLi. Thanks to you. And thanks to all who have joined. Also, congrats to Arisya on becoming the group's moderator. Big sis deserves it, haha. She finally has some "power" to rule over us youngsters. Lol.

CD presentation due. Must do powerpoint. But its getting late and late night followed by late night is not very good. I'm gonna go crash soon, eye are heavy. I am sure the eye bags are hanging low too. Haiz... Anyway, I am glad i got my weekend alone. :D Oh well, chiao. See you around, later. Out!

Reality Tv Heaven!

Please do excuse me, I'm in reality TV mode, which means I just am mad about reality TV right now, hahaha. Anyway, the folowing are some video clips of the intros for the various reality TV series seasons.
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The Amazing Race
Season 4 - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/TAR4.wmv
Season 5 - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/TAR5.wmv
Season 6 - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/TAR6.wmv
Season 7 - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/TAR7.wmv

Okay, I am going to blab about TAR right now *sheepish grin*.
The concept is simple, race around the world as a pair and aim to be the first at the finishing line. Be careful to complete designated tasks quickly so you aren't elimnated at various stages and are not victims of the non-elimination round where you give up all your possessions, including moeny.

Season 8: Family Edition
There seems to be something about the number 8. Yes, it is a lucky number in Chinese culture, but the American CBS network seems to have picked up on this too. Survivor season 8 was an All Stars special, TAR season 8 is a family special. Anyway, not 11 Teams of 2, or 12 Teams of 2 anymore. Its 10 Teams of 4! With kids and teens too! Lucky dudes (and dudettes). Can't wait.

Amazing Race season 8
America: 27th September
Singapore (and Malaysia on cable): 28th September
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Survivor
Broneo - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor1.wmv
Australian Outback - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor2.wmv
Africa - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor3.wmv
Marquesas - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor4.wmv
Thailand - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor5.wmv
Amazon - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor6.wmv
Pearl Islands - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor7.wmv
All Stars - http://www.hometown.aol.com/jefferios/allstar.wmv
Vanuatu - http://www.freewebs.com/jefferios/videos/survivor9.wmv
Palau - http://www.members.aol.com/survivorstuff/palautribe.wmv

What can I say? It's had 10 seasons and the 11th is going to start, with filming on the 12th due. It's also one of the most popular reality TV series in America, or so I gather. It's even popular here. The concept is also simple. Displace 16 to 20 Americans in some jungle or on an island and leave them to fight it out. Every 3 days, it's goodbye to someone. When its down to the final 10, combine the two camps that they were previously divided into. The final 9 belong to the jury, it's a guaranteed position. The final 2, will be judged by the jury and the jury has the job of choosing the winner.

Survivor: Guatemala (Season 11)
This is going to be interesting. Quoting CBS, "There won't be one... There'll be two", refering to the twists of the season. This season is shrouded in mystery, very little spoilers (information leaks pertaining to the outcome of the show). Set in scenic Guatemala, the theme for this season is the Mayan Empire of years, decades, centuries gone by. The Mayans often had rituals, which of these will the castaways encounter? Will they be able to work together? Or will they end up bitching about each other, have cat fights?

Survivor: Guatemala
America: 15th September
Singapore: 16th September
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The Apprentice

Season 1 - http://rds.yahoo.com/TID=V00B_8/S=96781308/K=the+apprentice+intro/v=2/SID=e/l=VDP/SIG=12ee5dr9g/EXP=1125737917/*-http://www.geocities.com/dreamerbb3/TheApprenticeIntro.wmv

Well, how does the game go? Get 16 or 18 people who are successful in their careers. Get them to Trump Tower and put them up for 15 weeks. Give them hard, business-oriented tasks to do. One team wins, another loses. Losing team, into the boardroom with the big boss, someone gets fired. Down to two people, major task. The one deemed most successful wins the job which pays $250,000 a year (heh, TT Durai's pay was even MORE than this!).

The Apprentice Season 3
While over in the USA, it is still airing on TV in Singapore. The twist of the season? Half of the candidates graduated with only a diploma from High School (Street Smarts) and the rest with a degree from College or University (Book Smarts). Who will win? College grads or High Schoolers? That is yet to be decided. Keep watching to find out.
http://www.nbc.com/nbc/The_Apprentice_3/

Singapore: Every Sunday, 10pm

The Apprentice Season 4
About to air in the USA. Season 4 holds more promise of better television than Season 3 as the big boss hand picked his candidates this time round. Not much information at the moment.
http://www.nbc.com/The_Apprentice_4/

America: 22nd Spetember

The Apprentice: Martha Stewart Season 1
A spin off from The Apprentice: Donald Trump. This time, its Trump no more. Martha is the big boss around! Not much information on this either.
http://www.nbc.com/The_Apprentice:_Martha_Stewart/

America: 21st September
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Reality famine no more! Its time for the reality TV flood! Get ready to be imersed, bombarded, what adjective have you! Reality TV is back in town. Kowabunga! Out!

Guilty conscience

Okay, I thought I'd get a few diff posts, but now have re-thought it and decided to amalgamate the posts together, bear with me if it is a long one. First up, the SP Symphonic Band Concert. :D

Weijie, Kay Miang, WONDERFUL performance! Thanks for inviting us (DMC1A05). It was a pleasure to see both of you perform. Kay Miang, I like yer blue hair! Anyway, both of you were the celebrities of tonight eh? Wonderful feeling?

That brings me to the thought of the day. Heh, more like question of the day. If you were a celebrity for a day, and like you have WHATEVER you wish for (lots of money, limo, cash, whatever...), what would YOU do?

My answer:
Right. First, I'd get to my grandmother's house ASAP. Visit her, give her some money so that she can tie over her expenses and some to put in the bank. Then I'd try to visit as many relatives of mine as possible (I dunno how I can do that, they're all over! Australia, Malaysia, USA, Canada... Unless I start way east and head west in an ultra-sonic plane like the Concord, I dunno if I can do all my rounds in a day). Also, add to the list of visiting, friends.

Yep, then I'd take a large portion of my money and donate it to the LAF. LAF rocks! OH, before I forget, Shaun, thanks for supporting the LAF and wearing the yellow Livestrong band. You've no idea how much Livestrong means to me. Yeah, so I guess you have my answer. ;)

Hmmm... Aiight. Today, uh... Yeah, we spent at least 13 hours in school. Managed to get my DTP design done in like 1 1/2 hours, had the same amount of time free. Oh well. Then CC ended early today, surprise, surprise. It was an interesting lesson. We had to come up with taglines for, believe it or not, condoms. Hahah, I need NOT elaborate. ;)

Nevertheless, as I write this. I can help but feel guilty. =/
Why? I felt that I have too long neglected my Super Squad story. I dunno, why don't I just pick up my pen, grab my foolscap paper and write, write, write? It really disturbs me to a certain extent. I can't say I'm not bothered by it. That is just SO me... Start something and never see it done to the end. Bah! I'm tired of that. The only thing I ever did right to the end was the Survivor script at the end of Sec 4. I was so proud of that, but its not time to devel in the past.

Get over it already! To all my readers of Super Squad, I AM SO SORRY... Sigh. I'll try my best after the exams. Mesh, please push me to finish it. I know my poly-mates wanna read it too, but after its done. I want SO BADLY to finish it as well... Sigh, I dunno if I can though.

Shout outs:
Cafe: Yo guys! Esther and Yessie are gonna be on holiday soon. And they'll be getting the cafe blog up and running. Awesome!
Dak and Dame: Yowza! Things going okay?
Fano: I hear ya, I know what you mean. Hope your vacation helps get ya some rest.
L: Y'know, you don't make much sens on yer blog again. Haha, but it doesn't matter does it?

me and my laptop

Just having a quick post while at DTP. Anyway, mom and dad are planning this KL trip over the weekend. I just realised I can't go. I have the CD presentation on Monday. Hope they still go without me :D They, after all, do owe me those 3 days of independance at home! Oh well... It will be me and my laptop then. So nice.

Late post with no title

Song of today: Incomplete [Backstreet Boys]
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Its late, but heck care. I don't feel like sleeping yet. Okay, let's review what I gotta do...
CC: When is this funky assignment due? There's no date. Okay, I'll give myself max 1 week.
DTP: Tomorrow we have the lab session. Did what I hope will be okay on powerpoint tonight, hope it works.
ICP: Have yet to download the past year exam paper. I should this weekend and try to study then do the paper so that when Kam Lin goes through with the answers I can see what I have right and what I don't understand (I AM SO GLAD THE PROJECT IS DONE!).
FOM: Aiight, I'm gonna go down support you guys this Friday. :D No lecture either, should start revising for this...
OC: Damn. I need to start the powerpoint already. Stop slacking.
ITB: Excel. Hope I can do well in the ICA coming up. So much for the "study week", still need to go down for the ICA.
CD: Damn! Another one that needs the powerpoint to be done. And by Monday too!

Incomplete is my refuge today. This song is hauntingly comforting today for some reason. No, I'm not down, in fact, I'm on a high (the large coke I had + other factors too). Hmmm, what other songs are refuges? How do they affect you? Some other questions to think about....

Food for thought, literally... I seriously have to start watching what I eat. And to be more disciplined to run every night too. Nad, can we somehow arrange something? Evenings? Oh well... Anyway, what have I been doing today? There was this GARGANTUAN coke I had at MickeyD's today and then had chocolate, nasi briyanni... I'm gonna put on whatever I lost! Hmmmm.... I need my personal trainer, heh!

Know what? One of my goals one day is to go travel the world. Its something I can work towards. Europe, North America! I WILL visit one of these days.

Congrats to Smack on the arrival of baby Brooklyn. :D

Shout outs:
*late, so please forgive me
Dak: Heyo, how ya doin eh?
Dame: Hey, hope stuff works out. If not... Things will have to remain the way they are, I guess. Anyway, yer positive, so I know whatever happens you will make light of it.
L: SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN cuz (see, I still remember malay!!!).

**If I have left anyone out, bish me.